Fantastic news, that you still have a roof over your head. After starting this thread until now, do you find that crack improved your life style?
I am, pretty sure? that you are sarcastic? I will answer your question anyway. after some crack diary notes.
So after few cooking sessions over these last months I have finally gotten a grip on how its done. My economy last month was not as good as I was planning on since I forgot to count in all my different insurances plans, I have it so I pay every few months so sometimes i forget. So after getting my monthly supply of substances I need to actually function my drug budget only allowed me to buy 0.5g of H 0.5g coke. Cooked the crack, smoked some H and some dry sift hasch at the computer while waiting for it dry. I had avery a good time doing this so I wasnt even tempted to do the crack before it had fully dried. pretty sure I nodded out at some point or simply fell asleep because it had been a long day. I produced a 0.42g rock from the 05.g of coke so I assume it was good stuff.
I read somewhere oil based cuts can be used to fake the purity of the coke but I don't think that is an issue in my country. unless oil based cuts are used before the bricks enter my country. Not saying I handle bricks, lol. but I dont buy coke from the type of people that does that.
So I woke up a good 16-20h later withdrawing from my basics. Lyrica has a good two hour onset so I took a couple of xanax along with the pregabalin and again, smoked some of that awesome dry sift and I felt kinda good-ish. because of this I decided to not do heroin or even kratom out of curiosity on what it feels like to do a massive hit of crack without any other drugs in my system. I dont count the hasch, and the xanax had not started working yet, and even if it did I feel no "rush" on bensos what so ever. unless i do a shit ton, which I never do anymore.
what I still havent optimzed is the smoking of the crack. I cant buy copper chore like anywhere where I live and I forgot to order some. but I have a little bubbler that I emptied the water out of and I think it makes a decent crack tool. I basically use the bed of ash method but instead of plastic bottles and tin foil I just smoked hasch mixed woth tobaco untill the bowl was filled with ash, put a big fuckin piece of rock on top of the ash and went to work.
I dont know if I took to large of a dose or if the crack immediately sobered my up from the tiny bit of heroin and pregabalin that was still in my system from the day before but I immediately fell into what felt like some super withdrawal. I have never experienced PW but this was what I imagine it can feel like. Pale, sweaty and ready to barf i grabbed the H and broke my personal record time in smoking 0.1g of heroin. Immediately felt better, and then pretty fuckin awesome. But I kinda fucked up. I did not feel that "I feel it in my balls rush" I usually get when I manage to get a good hit. So kinda pist of, I went a little overboard with the xanax, nothing major but when I do enough benzos to actually feel them a bit I often start projects and shit so I decided to experiment with how I smoked the rest of it and insted of continue using the bubbler, I tried to smoke it from a "meth" pipe I use to smoke/vape hasch, and some other failing methods. Never got a decent hit and when the crack was gone I had ZERO urge to get more. I was pissed actually that I didn't buy 1 full gram of heroin instead since I had a monumentally better time the day before with heroin and cannabis only (+ my basics but I don't count those because they just get me to baseline).
So I dont really know. At this point I can almost confirm that I am not the type of person ( i mean my brain wiring. not looking down on anyone) that will sell everything I have to this drug. to quote George Saint Pierre: " I am not very impressed with its perfomaaaencea ".
If cocaine was cheaper I could have maybe fallen into its grip. But my opinion on cocaine has not changed very much after my experience with crack. The price/effect ratio is SO fuckin of man. It is such a short and not very impressive high, even when I get a good hit. and don't even get me started on how shitty coke is when its snorted. Crack I will probably try again in the future. But next time I will for sure get a group of friends together so we can buy like 15-25g so its a little cheaper. and split it so we get like 4-5g each so it does not feel like you are handling the last piece of the holy grail when I cook it. And I will definitely have a girl over when I smoke it, and properly this time. If I regret buying and cooking it THEN. I am pretty much done with coke. such a worthless, yet expensive drug at the some time. it's ridiculous.
So to answer your question:
has my lifestyle changed? not one bit. no. For a while it kinda changed for the better because I started scheming on how to level up my income. I paid for chatGPT and started to learn coding. Before I had ZERO idea on how programing works and now I understand the basics and even have a few projects I started. So efter starting this thread first I got a bit obsessed regarding the cooking. Got motivated to earn more money, began learning programming, realized what a boring drug crack is. still have motivation to continue expanding my knowledge on coding.
So when I really think about it actually. Crack actually had a positive impact on my life

I hope this doesn't sting some people eyes to much


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To all the friendly people I've had the pleasure talking to because of this thread:
If or when (probably when) I continue my Crackventure I'll continue documenting it here. Maybe there is or will be some value here on what to do or not do do. I feel maybe it can be like a good thread to visit if someone is thinking about doing crack, but does not know if they have the personality, mindset or life situation that will spiral them into oblivion or not.
If someone has any questions I am glad to answer. I would also appreciate some tips on how to smoke it properly. I think I know what to do. there are a few threads on how to do it after all but I would still appreciate hearing peoples fav was to smoke it. like how to get the best hits and how to not waste anything. or as little as possible. also how to do it safely of course.
Feel free to DM me if you don't feel like getting judged by the crack patrol and I will post how I did and how it went here
Stay Safe yall.