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fallenangel3

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Hey
I have been here b4, just forgot my password. Glad to be back and get some well informed questions answered, and maybe I can answer a few. Seeing I have done everything under the sun. Which now I limit my consumption and something's I don't even so anymore. Looking forward to being back.:!
 
Everything under the sun! That is a lot, I used to think I was the only one that has done everything under the sun.
 
Well it was all kicks for most of my young adult life, then when opiates came into the picture, it was also great at first, you know when you could actually nod of a bag not just get well. By the grace of God I'm still here. Life is funny because I suffer now with chronic pain. I'm on a 50mcg Fentanyl patch so I'm pretty careful what I put in my body. I don't feel the patch, and am grateful most of the pain is gone. But I still like a nice warm fuzzy buzz. I have a very carefully created concoction, I have to due to this patch. Not trying to stop my heart. I am fond of a few hits of some good weed. I have cut stuff I use to go to the brink with in half my tolerance is sky high still. It was so high before death loomed just to try and get into a nice euphoria. But no lies here I still like a nice buzz, but again I have to be extremely careful with this patch, they are nothing to play with. You can bet there is always a bullet in the chamber. Made it this far and like most of us we shouldn't be here many times over.

Peace and Thanks for the lightening response.
 
O.. M.. G..!!!!
Hehe, that "bullet in the chamber" phrase is something I haven't heard in YEARS (since my dad 1st taught me to handle a firearm). Wow, glad that you're still here with us to tell us about those experiences. It's kind of a crazy thing that I have almost absolutely NO experience with these kinda things yet I related to EXACTLY what you were saying (I think ;) ) ~ LoL..!!!!!
Anyhows, I'm glad you're back here with us & able to share those experiences with us, as well.
I also, had been prescribed a VERY strong dose of Fentanyl & it about ruined my whole life, just - few months ago (although it's STILL AN EVERYDAY & UPHILL BATTLE to overcome). Honestly, if it wasn't for the wonders of Tramadol, I probably wouldn't be here, right now. Scary to think that doctors are STILL more willing to prescribe this nasty patch in favor of other easier to manage, opiate medications.
Anyhows, really happy your still with us & glad your here to be able to share your experiences with those (like myself) who don't have the same level of experience as you do.
Alrighty, well, all that being said, very happy to welcome you to BL & look forward to hearing more about your experiences.
Peace & Aloha for all....
~ N3f ✌:)
 
Heey Brit :)
Uhmm.. Sorry, but whenever I've done coke I always made sure it was diet ;) ~ LoL!!!
Seriously speaking though, I think a great person to ask that question to, would be my good buddy: Trainspotter. I do believe that was something he was pretty heavily into at some point. Not tooo sure on the specifics, but my brother TrainS is really awesome to talk to & get great advice from, whenever I've gotta question :)
You can find TrainSpotter as well as a whole buncha great people who'd be more then happy to answer any questions regarding that, in our NMI adoption program.
Well, best wishes in you finding the answers you're looking for & hope to see ya in our forums/threads.
Peace & Aloha,
~ N3f ✌:)
 
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