im already spent and she's still in one piece

[undead]

so this is how the story always starts
three pushes on the primer one tug and a puff of smoke
one curdled scream and a sip of the worlds finest
a bead of sweat rolling down my chest reminds me
im already spent and she's still in one piece

this couldnt be the fate that we had chosen
but had we known would we have let it come this far?
either way she just lies there still
but i cant let her know
im already spent and she's still in one piece

do we even have a future any more?
because if this isnt the end then i dont know what is
i tried to tell her im not this bad, but what did she expect
after all this was her request
but now im already spent and she's still in one piece

its hard to believe that the moment is passed
and just as expected she hasnt a word to say, but nor do i
the most beautiful moment is behind us now
and i have quite the mess to clean up
she loved every bit of it, but im the one who has to pick the pieces up.

 

[New]

Bone-chilling...I've yet to experience a moment as horrid as that, but you've captured it quite succinctly.