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im addicted to coke kill me

dhcdavid said:
Wow. Really constructive and sympathetic advice. If you have no proper advice for the OP perhaps don't post at all.
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I don't see how that was all that bad. Of course it is hard to kick, granted he's not exactly right on that, but his second part of advice is sound.



molly897 said:
OP, coke is alot easier to kick than you think. no need to think about death. grasp that it's a psychological problem, there are no physical addictions associated with coke. i had to start abusing another stimulant (mdma or adderall) to get off coke. anything to mimic the same feeling will appease to you, i highly suggest (maybe not following safety policy) focusing your addiction on something else that can make you feel great, but isn't so life deteriorating. coke is the most POINTLESS drug because you always need more, always. with your focus on something else, you don't need as much of that. i had to do it in baby steps, maybe you do too.
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This however I confused about. Are you suggesting they, a person with an addictive personality, substitute another stimulant for coke? This is not a solution by any means. Maybe you're suggesting they downgrade from coke to adderall, then to nothing? That still makes little sense, what about their story makes you think they won't get addicted to the next substance?
 
WTF kind of advice is try doing amphetamines to kick coke? Seriously thats the dumbest thing ive read in a fucking minute. Kicking coke isnt that bad i had a 2+ gram a day habit 4 years ago and kicked cold turkey. I hate coke now and havent touched it since. The best thing for me was to do some exercise have some sex anything to get that blood flowing and the energy up in your body naturally. That may not be the exact same as coke but it gives you that feeling of being on top of the world like you can do anything. Or if those arent what gets your blood pumping think of something that gets that adrenaline and energy up and try to do it when you get that craving for coke.
 
Okay people, let's re-iterate: the original poster is trying to get clean, not find reasons to do other drugs. The posts advocating mushrooms, alcohol and anything but heroin (really?) have been kept for the moment, but any more comments along this line will be removed.

Ahoy: There's no shame in asking for professional help. There are many different treatment methodologies, and there is bound to be one that will work for you. Inpatient may not be required, but at the same time might not be a half-bad idea either.
 
Man up and go to fuckin' rehab, dawwwg. It's time to get you on track to be successful. Coke is not aligned with a successful lifestyle. Period.

So ask yourself... do I want to be successful?
 
Cocaine fucking sucks.... with it your good without it you wanna die or so thats how its been with me...
its easy to stop taking it though if your really up to it you will go to a rehab or some sorts of that way....
 
Get help now! I have not been a full blown coke fiend but i know many coke/crack addicts and i even went through my own stint with IV coke and it was fucking awful :! . I honestly cannot put into words how bad of a drug coke is and the craving for it is far worse then anything i have experienced on any opiates, benzos or even alcohol. I would be quite happy never to see that soul sucking drug ever again. I always kept asking myself why do you do it when it makes you feel like shit (my friend said i would just go into days of self loathing and suicidal depression everytime i did it), costs you a fortune and does absolutely nothing for you! Honestly what's so great about a drug where the high is unbearable cravings, moodiness that goes right into psychosis that can last long after the drug has worn off for some people like me, and the "high" if you can even call it that consists of ringing in your ears and feeling like your going to puke and/or die. That's really worth your hard earned cash that could be spent on something much better now isn't it? 8) Oh how i have kicked myself for that indeed

Get help ASAP and i really hope that you can kick this shit man. I have seen so many lives ruined by this evil drug that i have long lost count. You can beat it man and don't be afraid to use any and all help you can get.

Good vibes and good wishes sent your way <3
 
Cocaine these days is 90% of the time cut with levamisole these days. It causes angrulocytosis which causes the immune system to be compromised. In severe cases this can even lead to serious diseases and infections such as cancer or any other virus. In this state a moderate flu can kill you.

This has become a recent trend in the last few years, and it appears the cut is being added by the Mexican/South/Central American drug cartels before the cocaine even hits the border. Levamisole cannot be removed from the cocaine by any means. Turning your cocaine into freebase simply turns the levamisole into freebase also.

A good friend of mine (cokehead, RIP) started getting signs of angrulocytosis, and I warned him what was happening. Unfortunately he could not stop himself and he developed a leukemia, which ultimately killed him. Age 30.

So remember while you do the coke, you're little-by-little giving yourself fast-acting cancers and making your immune system susceptible to all sorts of other infections and diseases.

Try to stop... It is already killing you, in case you don't realize it yet.

<3
 
Jesus man that's horrible :( . I haven't seen anything like that happen up here but since we get our coke from the same place as the US does then no doubt it's in the stuff. As if coke/crack wasn't bad enough all ready.

Sorry about your friend SE. I don't know anyone who has gotten that from cocaine but i have seen plenty of people basically ruin themselves with blow sure enough. I did more damage to my arms in a 2 week coke binge then i did in almost 2 years of injecting other drugs. Coke really is one of the shittiest drugs ever to plague this planet. You absolutely can't win with this shit. Except if you quit of course.
 
bickoma said:
Man up and go to fuckin' rehab, dawwwg. It's time to get you on track to be successful. Coke is not aligned with a successful lifestyle. Period.

So ask yourself... do I want to be successful?
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What exactly does going to rehab have anything to do with being a man ?
 
I've relapsed like 4 times at least already since I first posted this. I am trying to stop it though. I don't want rehab because I don't want to live a totally clean edge life (which is what they tell you to do at rehab, from what I hear) but I do want to stop the coke. It does suck. Fuck it. Hopefully I'll be as strong as the other people who posted here that were able to quit :)
 
Aboy699 said:
I've relapsed like 4 times at least already since I first posted this. I am trying to stop it though. I don't want rehab because I don't want to live a totally clean edge life (which is what they tell you to do at rehab, from what I hear) but I do want to stop the coke. It does suck. Fuck it. Hopefully I'll be as strong as the other people who posted here that were able to quit :)
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I went on a few nasty binges and used to smoke crack almost daily. Levamisole education and moving away staying clean finally made me realize how much the drug had me tricked into thinking I liked it/needed it. That's all the addiction is, your mind playing tricks on you making you fiend.
 
As scary as it sounds. Cold turkey is the best way to kick it.
Coke is definitely not something you can ween off of.
Once it's in you, you forget you want to get clean and youre already back at square one.
 
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