purplehaze147
Bluelighter
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- Aug 19, 2010
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I had a seizure this past weekend. I came up for barbituates. I knew there was something else in the dope, some kind of tranquilizer. I just found out it was a barbituate yesterday. Some bags seem to have it and some don't too lately. It had to of been made in a clandestine lab, as it's a short acting one which ever one it is and no labs make the powerful ones like secobarbital, amobarbital, or pentobarbital, but they are relatively easy to synthesize. Only phenobarbital and barbital are still in production and they have super long half lives so it isn't one of those. I'm confused as to how it all happened. Half my days have been spent feeling like I might die trying to prepare to pee clean for benzos. I have a few etizolam that don't show which take the edge off nicely, but they're about to run out and then Xanax and Valium are all I have left. The etizolam don't last long enough like Valium or Librium to not blow threw my last few. I can't even go to a doctor to get prescribed a Valium or Librium taper on methadone. I don't know what to do. It's awful. Then like a dumbass I've been doing methamphetamine which is making things worse. I really need to get on methadone. And a detox facility is just going to give me the same amount of phenobarbital or Librium they give everyone else they don't tailor to specific needs. Fuck. My. Life. Yo.