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I was also gaslit and sound tortured in other people's homes. People claiming to be my friend. My ex boyfriend turned on permanent sound. He thought he could do whatever he wanted to me. He thought he could throw glass at me, choke me, step on me, kick me, refuse to wash clothing and bedding and he would put insects in my room. The sound was too loud in his house, when he turned it on I found sound proof headphones in the living room
 
Jeanpauldash said:
Like a microphone for...singing? Lol

I doubt the legitimacy of any government run detection device. I use my brain?

I don't need to seriously even talk to people who don't believe me, that should be obvious

The only point in talking online is inanimate documentation
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Unfortunately your brain is the only purely subjective (rather than objective) measurement device you can use.

Your mind can be flawed and therefore unable to be confirmed by another party, whereas something like a tape recorder, a microphone, a telephone, or some other means of capturing audio to be coroborated by others will leave you unable to demonstrate to an objective 3rd party that you are, inf act, hearing what you believe to be hearing.

I know you will probably feel that I am writing you off or trying to discount your experience; I am not. I am simply noting that you remain the most biased observer of your own experiences (just as anyone else does). We can never escape our own inherent bias.
 
tryptakid said:
Unfortunately your brain is the only purely subjective (rather than objective) measurement device you can use.

Your mind can be flawed and therefore unable to be confirmed by another party, whereas something like a tape recorder, a microphone, a telephone, o rsome other means of capturing audio to be coroborated by others will leave you unable to demonstrate to an objective 3rd party that you are, inf act, hearing what you believe to be hearing.

I know you will probably feel that I am writing you off or trying to discount your experience; I am not. I am simply noting that you remain the most biased observer of your own experiences (just as anyone else does). We can never escape our own inherent bias.
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I don't need a third party to confirm reality, I can't think of anything dumber

When I find something put out there that I agree with i sort of appreciate it and sort of collect it but id still never put something someone else said before my own perception
 
Jeanpauldash said:
I don't need a third party to confirm reality, I can't think of anything dumber
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Aye, but your peculiar claims can never be independently verified.

Independent corroboration has its benefits. I can tell you I'm writing this from the 2070s, can you prove to me I'm not?
 
tryptakid said:
Aye, but your peculiar claims can never be independently verified.

Independent corroboration has its benefits. I can tell you I'm writing this from the 2070s, can you prove to me I'm not?
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I guess not, it could be, I don't give the decades or reported time much credit. In fact I have proof that it's a load of shit they keep repeating to manipulate with clothing and shit.

Imo anyone who trusts the government after looking out their windows or turning on the TV has a serious mental defect
 
Another piece of evidence:

When I was a child my mother would take me into the local pet store. It was in the neighborhood. I remember how small the dogs cages were. With nothing in them. Just a tiny metal cage. There was a parrot in there that was taught to say it was ugly all the time. "Caw I'm an ugly stupid parrot. You hate me. I'm ugly caw" you can't make this shit up and I am not.

There was also a second parrot, one in the mall, my mother told me id be scared of it and told me to go into the store and bc I might be scared of the parrot. I swear it was screaming for help like a victim. I remember the shirt hanging up on the wall said " opinions are assholes everyone has one"

I think it's sad
 
Jeanpauldash said:
I'm not retarded.
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Jeanpauldash said:
I was also gaslit and sound tortured in other people's homes. People claiming to be my friend. My ex boyfriend turned on permanent sound. He thought he could do whatever he wanted to me. He thought he could throw glass at me, choke me, step on me, kick me, refuse to wash clothing and bedding and he would put insects in my room. The sound was too loud in his house, when he turned it on I found sound proof headphones in the living room
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Sound like you've NO boundaries in terms of your personal integrity. It's on YOU to implement them. Hence why you feel so victimised/else get some fetishy kick out of being masochistic (I lean in on the latter) ...which means you shouldn't be tolerated in here by moderators who want to deal with genuine people with genuine issues (rather than narcissistic attention seekers with no empathy for others, I mean, trolly ones) You dig?🧐
 
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Hello.
Have your been sick ( infection or anything ), vaccinated against rabbies or thetania?
Do you take any medications and if yes, which?
Did u suffer something really traumatic like being raped, robbed and beaten in last few months ?
Do u have aby pets?
And one lasts questions, what do u eat and drink usually ?

I have experienced this, well my boyfriend did so i can tell u more after you respond to my questions.
 
Asclepius said:
Sound like you've NO boundaries in terms of your personal integrity. It's on YOU to implement them. Hence why you feel so victimised/else get some fetishy kick out of being masochistic (I lean in on the latter) ...which means you shouldn't be tolerated in here by moderators who want to deal with genuine people with genuine issues (rather than narcissistic attention seekers with no empathy for others, I mean, trolly ones) You dig?🧐
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I also have cut myself since I was 11 likely bc of child abuse. Go ahead and tell a mod I'm too masochistic to be mentally ill
 
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WellTram said:
Hello.
Have your been sick ( infection or anything ), vaccinated against rabbies or thetania?
Do you take any medications and if yes, which?
Did u suffer something really traumatic like being raped, robbed and beaten in last few months ?
Do u have aby pets?
And one lasts questions, what do u eat and drink usually ?

I have experienced this, well my boyfriend did so i can tell u more after you respond to my questions.
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I have been robbed which might be homicide bc they might have stolen my way to get health insurance and my meds are life saving with my blood
 
Hey I heard you were suicidal or in danger why don't you call the government

It's not right I have to post photos of Jonathan's disfiguration after a clone stole my photo bucket

I don't regret a single thing with Chaz I regret fearing the police and giving his side the wrist
 
And for the record, not that anyone would ever give a fuck when I went in with smiler they showed me cats with their face cut up and rearranged on a Facebook page claiming they "helped a cat" (wtf) and BTW Tennessee killed dozens of cats all along the road, a massacre
 
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