Hi guys,
I have a little bit of painful healt issue - right now it's strong pain inside of my right ear, pressure And hearing changes. This Is probably related to my huge 10 years+ lasting addiction to meth, opioids, benzodiazepines, cannabis, antidepressants etc.
I quess my body Is full of toxic shit and i have damaged myself, by messing with all kind of drugs my body must be all messed up - sweating, high blood pressure, weight-gain but no sufficient diet at all, bruises all over my body which takes longer and longer to heal, crazy mindset ( paranoid about my safety, unreasonable fear of water, extremely sensitive to sugas, salt, any or every odor, touch, basically i am damaged BUT NOW i have flu-symptoms, 4 days lasting earpain which i described at the start.
Yes i know, it's nothing unusual to feel like shit after decade of crazy abuse. Right now i went to Czech Republic for "recovery holiday". My boyfriend has a legal business here so I'm living in cute, wooden cottage near hills and lake ( -10 °C outside, 30°C inside).
I limited myself to use ONLY painkillers (Oxycodone with naloxone 80-100mg daily, ibuprofen/naproxen, paracetamol + caffeine + guaifenesine, weed And alprazolam, levetiracetam, vortioxetine). No more 1500mg+ tramadol, no more meth, only nsaids, acetaminophen, anticonvulsives + sedative, 1 narcotic medicine - for maintanence of my habit And i quess it still works for pain. But my ear hurts, teeth and gums hurt without alprazolam...Do u think i need to do or need to take any other meds or should it get better with rest, sleep, proper nutrition etc. ?
Thanks for every opinion or advice.
I have a little bit of painful healt issue - right now it's strong pain inside of my right ear, pressure And hearing changes. This Is probably related to my huge 10 years+ lasting addiction to meth, opioids, benzodiazepines, cannabis, antidepressants etc.
I quess my body Is full of toxic shit and i have damaged myself, by messing with all kind of drugs my body must be all messed up - sweating, high blood pressure, weight-gain but no sufficient diet at all, bruises all over my body which takes longer and longer to heal, crazy mindset ( paranoid about my safety, unreasonable fear of water, extremely sensitive to sugas, salt, any or every odor, touch, basically i am damaged BUT NOW i have flu-symptoms, 4 days lasting earpain which i described at the start.
Yes i know, it's nothing unusual to feel like shit after decade of crazy abuse. Right now i went to Czech Republic for "recovery holiday". My boyfriend has a legal business here so I'm living in cute, wooden cottage near hills and lake ( -10 °C outside, 30°C inside).
I limited myself to use ONLY painkillers (Oxycodone with naloxone 80-100mg daily, ibuprofen/naproxen, paracetamol + caffeine + guaifenesine, weed And alprazolam, levetiracetam, vortioxetine). No more 1500mg+ tramadol, no more meth, only nsaids, acetaminophen, anticonvulsives + sedative, 1 narcotic medicine - for maintanence of my habit And i quess it still works for pain. But my ear hurts, teeth and gums hurt without alprazolam...Do u think i need to do or need to take any other meds or should it get better with rest, sleep, proper nutrition etc. ?
Thanks for every opinion or advice.