If you had access to your own personal pharmacy ..

... then I'd start my own lab, legally synthesizing all these endlessly amazing new possible psychoactives (novel antidepressants, anxiolytics, treatments for all kind of serious disorders etc) that are either in slow development or get shelved off due to possible abuse concerns, because they did not behave well in stupidly retarded animal tests or just fall through the statistics because they only work for fraction of sufferers.

Working with doctors, graduates & clinics to do real trials of them & allow the individuals responding to them to instantly benefit from the ongoing research.
But the world is not the nice place it could be. :(

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I don't get it why they have withdrawn pemoline almost worldwide (with the exception of Japan) due to some rare & possibly overstated liver damage when it was a superior ADHD treatment but they are still selling Desoxyn. Really. It's so stupid (we don't have Desoxyn here in Europe though & even d-amphetamine is only available by exceptional prescription. Ironically to see that the leading country in prohibition, the US, have methamphetamine available on prescription.)

Isopropylphenidate is a real advance in my eyes when it comes to uppers and I truly hope they will approve it anytime soon (which will not happen probably & the RC business will more likely make it vanish) for ADHD, as the patent is already out there. It is a so much cleaner & better variant of MPH with very little of the negatives.
Again one more thing I don't get why MPH has been around for decades but no one cared to screen for better analogues.

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I like to dream though. Call me manic if you want, but I'm somewhat convinced I wouldn't make the world a worse place as it currently is if they would let me to push some of my imaginations through %)

Sometimes simple things could be actually so overly simple that nobody thinks of them ;) like ending the War on Drugs (okay, here many very valuable professionals have vouched for but the stupid politicians and masses don't listen to them).
 
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