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If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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I don't see why death is the cowards way out? Not of all us can live. What if you have already given up? They say you're never too old to change but what if you can't live with what you've already done or haven't done? What if you don't like the sober you, medication can stop you thinking but it can also stop you from caring, drugs help you to forget. What if your just watching the clock day in day out? What if you just hate life and you're fed up with all the distractions? Life could change couldn't it but then it also might not. When can you say enough is enough?
 
My fiance... hit by a drunk driver. That's all I need to say.
Here goes my cry for help.

We were together for three years.
I finally proposed...

The engagement was to be a year long.
We had a month to go before we married...

She took my virginity back when we met.
I loved her to death... and now I'm thinking of going to be with her.

I can't live without her.
 
peepsqueek1 said:
we are way too overpopulated to make the effort to stop every individual from killing themselves, why is suicide such a taboo subject? It aint such a bad thing
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yes it is...however,ain't is not a word.


TO YOU ALL....there is courage in expressing your woes.At 33,I have had 6 failed suicide attempts.It took the birth of my niece for me to see that life has serendipitous surprises for us ALL.Dying is easy.LIVING is hard,and courageous.I am proud of you all who find yourselves in this thread of despair and find the courage to live another day.That is TRULY beautiful...and brave.Stay with us,here on bluelight where every stranger is a friend you have not yet met.I can be that friend for as many of you who see fit to allow me to be a part of your amazing lives.That is no bullshit,my friends.I have been where you are-and will be a shoulder to cry on for anyone who needs it.Celebrate what you have-even if you are not quite sure what it is.It is life and it hurts,but it is beautiful and with pain ALWAYS comes joy.Hold on tight.Thiss too shall pass.

much peace and love.........skillz<3
 
^^ Beautiful post s4t, thank you <3

mazz10 said:
it's only how my parents would feel that really stops me.
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That is a good enough reason man. Suicide destroys families, it ruins people's lives for the ones who are left behind. Just like any death does, but we have the control to not incur that pain on other people.


SineDieDCLXVI, oh my gosh dude, that is so awful. I am so sorry for your loss.
I cannot even imagine how much it hurts, and as much as you don't want to think about it while you're grieving, you will feel better as time goes on. Please don't end your life, there is so much opportunity for happiness in the future.
Please take care man, and if you ever need to talk to someone please don't hesitate to PM me okay? <3
 
^^ Aww hun I'm so sorry to hear that :(
Any more developments on seeing a counsellor/psych?
 
It's amazing to think what a day can make. For most of the w/end I was really low but by changing my environment, talking with friends and going on a bike ride I now feel heaps better. Doing nothing is the worst.
 
All of a sudden, I no longer have any reason to live. Everything has come crashing down around me...

I've got nothing. I've got nobody.
 
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Sweet P, when things are as low as they can get, that just means that it can only go up from here. I've seen you go through many high points and low points in your time here, so I know for a fact that things will get better for you hun. Please hang in there okay?? <3
 
^ It's different this time... I don't see how things can get any better now.
 
I know you can't see it now hun, because depression clouds our judgement of reality. I've been in the same mind-set many times, but that state of mind never lasts forever. You have to trust that things will get better <3
 
You are a cool, bright, pretty girl with a striking personality, Sweet P. You can make anything you want to happen.

You have us too, Sweet P. We like you.
 
^ Thank you, but I've been standing on the edge of a cliff for a long time (figuratively speaking) and now I've just had a final push. I'm not worried about my upcoming court appearance, but when the cop comes to deliver my summons, I'm going to tell them to shove it up their ass cos I won't be alive by then. And if my doctor or drug counsellor tries to section me into the psychiatric hospital... well, I have no intention of going there again. There would be a lot of drama if they tried to pull that shit on me.
 
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