If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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Welcome to TDS, Umbo :)
I hope you can share your experiences with us and also perhaps learn a thing or two from others. Take care <3
 
Unless you are a valuable person with redeeming qualities who has not suffered with depression for a long time than suicide is definantly a desired option. Isnt it selfish to expect a person to stay alive for anyones benefit but their own? You dont know the amount of pain that person could be in, forcing a person to stay alive is just another form of torture. Im not saying that anyone who is suicidal or severly depressed should consider suicide, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and you can change your life for the better if thats what your issue is, but for some people, and they know who they are, suicide is an awesome thing.
 
After trying to deal with some shit last night (won't go into detail), I'm now at the end of my tether.

If I suddenly drop off the radar, you can probably figure out why.
 
I, frankly, don't give a shit anymore. I feel like I will never find true happiness and, therefore, must give up. I can't take this.
 
^ Same here. I'm sick of all the shit being thrown my way, never getting ahead, always being lonely and unhappy. I'm done.
 
dragonslayer and Sweet P, I know you're both in a really bad place at the moment but you're both so young. There is so much opportunity for happiness and love and success in the future, if you end it all now you'll never know the happiness that you could feel. You are both such beautiful and special people with so much to offer the world, but you need to actually stick around to find out the great things you're capable of.

When I'm feeling hopeless and at a loss, I think about the Universe, and about how special and amazing it is that our planet is even here to begin with, like a single oasis in the vast black desert of space. Not to mention how amazing it is that us humans evolved to be what we are today. Life is such a precious and delicate thing, we need to remember that in our darkest moments, we should savour our existance for the beautiful thing that it is.

Please, both of you, take care of yourselves and wait for what tomorrow brings <3


Unless you are a valuable person with redeeming qualities who has not suffered with depression for a long time than suicide is definantly a desired option. Isnt it selfish to expect a person to stay alive for anyones benefit but their own? You dont know the amount of pain that person could be in, forcing a person to stay alive is just another form of torture. Im not saying that anyone who is suicidal or severly depressed should consider suicide, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel and you can change your life for the better if thats what your issue is, but for some people, and they know who they are, suicide is an awesome thing.

This is absolutely untrue. Suicide is never a desired option, there is always another way to deal with life, no matter how adverse a person's situation may be. There is always help available, and suicide does not solve anything in the long run. It only creates more pain and more heartache and more problems.
 
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we are way too overpopulated to make the effort to stop every individual from killing themselves, why is suicide such a taboo subject? It aint such a bad thing
 
dragonslayer and Sweet P, I know you're both in a really bad place at the moment but you're both so young. There is so much opportunity for happiness and love and success in the future, if you end it all now you'll never know the happiness that you could feel. You are both such beautiful and special people with so much to offer the world, but you need to actually stick around to find out the great things you're capable of.

There is no opportunity for happiness and success in the future for me. I've hit rock bottom and can't pick myself up. I get the impression that most people on this site are normal functioning human beings who just happen to use drugs - not miserable, unemployed, mentally ill addicts with no hope for the future.

This is absolutely untrue. Suicide is never a desired option, there is always another way to deal with life, no matter how adverse a person's situation may be. There is always help available, and suicide does not solve anything in the long run. It only creates more pain and more heartache and more problems.

No, there isn't always another way to deal with life. Not all depression can be cured through medication or therapy. I've suffered through 12 years of this shit. Sure I've had moments when things have been ok - but they never last. The dark clouds of depression always return to me.

Isnt it selfish to expect a person to stay alive for anyones benefit but their own? You dont know the amount of pain that person could be in, forcing a person to stay alive is just another form of torture.

My thoughts exactly. For years I kept on suffering so I wouldn't hurt other people by killing myself. But fuck that. They'll get over the shock with time and continue with their lives. My depression won't ever completely go away. It's a lifelong illness that can't seem to be cured. My parents recently said that they've been mentally preparing themselves for my death for years, so maybe it won't be such a shock for them after all.
 
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SweetP-
You are such a good person. This world needs more food people.
I know that you are suffering and that you have been suffering....but things can turn around without warning! Please don't hurt yourself.
You never know what tomorrow will bring <3
 
ocean's right Sweet P, things can turn good without warning, but you have to actually stick around to see what's around the corner. Please, always wait for a brighter day <3
 
Sweet P as you know i am unemployed, mentally ill, addict who also has possibly the most painful disease on the planet. 3 years ago i was ready to chuck in the towel and call it quits. I was miserable beyond words, feeling completely alone, had no more then a few bucks in my pocket at any time and everything that was bad was being thrown my way. I never thought id live to the age im at now thats for sure.

Now im pretty happy due to a number of factors. I have gotten better at handling my mental illness, im not getting as much pain and most importantly i found the love of my life who has stuck with me through thick and thin. Mostly thin :\ .

All this has given me hope and a very good reason not to give up on life. Sure i still get rather down on myself, i have a IV opiate addiction that is getting out of hand, i can't work alot of the time due to illness and such and such but im happier now then i have been in my entire life.

All im saying is please don't give up sweet p because your life can change for the better in a instant. I know it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when your in the pitch black but it's there none the less. My life changed for the better very quickly and had i gone through with suicide i would have never have gotten better. Id just be dead and what a fucking waste that would have been.

Also your a really nice person sweet p and i would hate to see anything happen to you.

<3<3<3
 
I dont want to be responsible for anyone killing themselves on here, im just adding in my opinion on suicide in general. Maybe I was a little harsh
 
Hey everyone, just letting you know that I'm still alive and kicking. Still depressed as hell (today is my 25th birthday and it's been a pretty shitty day), but I'm no longer planning to kill myself. Not just yet, anyway.
 
I am SO glad to hear from you Sweet P <3
Happy birthday darling <3
So glad that you're feeling a bit better.
 
Hey everyone, just letting you know that I'm still alive and kicking. Still depressed as hell (today is my 25th birthday and it's been a pretty shitty day), but I'm no longer planning to kill myself. Not just yet, anyway.

great to hear! you are an integral part of BL. Believe me i always look forward to hearing what you have to say on BL, so imagine the day u become healthy and functioning how much great stuff you will have to offer to the world. Imagine, and live with hope, soldier through the trials and tribulations the way great people before us did, you can.

Forget what the mind tells you.
 
great to hear! you are an integral part of BL. Believe me i always look forward to hearing what you have to say on BL, so imagine the day u become healthy and functioning how much great stuff you will have to offer to the world. Imagine, and live with hope, soldier through the trials and tribulations the way great people before us did, you can.

Forget what the mind tells you.

Awww thank you. That means a lot. I've never considered myself an integral part of BL... just a regular punter, and maybe an occasional pain in the ass. :D
 
That's great to hear SP! Look how much closer you are to your appt also! Happy birthday hunny! Look at all the people around you who have never met you are care so much about you!
You must be something great!
 
^^ Oh hun I'm so sorry to hear you're still feeling this way.
Are you about to start counselling? Please remember that these bad feelings won't last forever, you will feel happy again.
Have you spoken to your fiancee about how you're feeling?
 
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