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If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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i dont know what im doing anymore. ive overdosed five times in two weeks

i want off this train now or i want off the ride for good

im sick of being homeless. i wish i had resources. if i had a place to stay for just one month i could get a job and on my feet.
 
I suppose a small amount of doubt is there, really it isn't about me. I had half the mind to just drive the car off the road. But done that before. Totaled car and horrible painful stitches with no painkillers. My luck it would be worse, no car, no work, no mending the relationship because he can't drive, likely hurt or disfigured. Just make it worse.
But most of all, I couldn't hurt Sean or my family like that. Suicides never come one at a time...
 
nearjat said:
Yes, it is. Because they basically leave a massive crater of destruction in those around them.
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This seems harsh. I remembered reading pasrt of the original post that prashed the notion fo suicide in a way I hadn't really heard before. Iw ill paste it here.

“Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds
resources for coping with pain.”

This would appear to mean that suicide is not a selfish choice, but rather the result of more pain and suffering than an individual can handle.

I had a friend _____ who commited suicide. We couldn't understand it. We wre puzzled, angry, upset.

I understand now why ___ did what he did, and I forgive him. He sought peace and an escape from the pain and suffering, and I can only assume he found it.
 
Suicide is a personal choice. People cannot stay alive for the people around them, if someone really wishes to die I think it's more selfish to be angry and calling THEM selfish for dying.
 
Yeah. People shouldn't be forced to live in pain to please others. Slowly, one reaches that thresh hold. And once that thresh hold is reached, some people will take that final step.
 
I tend to think that suicide is selfish, but expecting someone to live though pain is equally so. I do believe that people should have the right to end their life if they choose - the main argument against it, in my mind, is that if you're mentally ill you might not have the capacity to truly know what the best solution is....and trust me, there are tons out there. Unless they've all been exhausted, there's always something else to try before killing yourself.
 
I think it is, in that others suffer too. And likely one suicide only begets another. And it isn't, if that person is suffering SO MUCH, hell you aren't in their shoes, that they would rather DIE than live that way. Thats a hell of a lot of pain...mercy is almost what that one is. Who would want to watch someone suffer? Its that wonderful GRAY area.
 
I dunno whats been goin on with me lately but ive been feeling suicidal. I feel fucking hopeless about my whole goddamn situation. The noose is looking more and more tempting.

But i could never do it. I promised i wouldnt. I couldnt hurt my friends like that cause they love me to death. Plus i wanna do a few more things before i die.
 
Paranoid Android, sorry things are bad right now. Could you call your Doc and let him/her know things are getting intolerable? Is there anything that sped up getting out of states like this in the past?
 
PA- you know I get it. PM me and we can talk if you need to. Enki is right, maybe you need to call a doc and see if you can get some help. Are you on meds already?
 
paranoid android said:
I dunno whats been goin on with me lately but ive been feeling suicidal. I feel fucking hopeless about my whole goddamn situation. The noose is looking more and more tempting.

But i could never do it. I promised i wouldnt. I couldnt hurt my friends like that cause they love me to death. Plus i wanna do a few more things before i die.
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Have you started taking any different meds lately? So many of them now have the side effect of causing sudden suicidal feelings. Please do as Enki suggested and contact your doctor to discuss if you need to. So many people care about you, please fight this my friend from "The Rock" <3
 
Outofclosetlurker said:
Have you started taking any different meds lately? So many of them now have the side effect of causing sudden suicidal feelings. Please do as Enki suggested and contact your doctor to discuss if you need to. So many people care about you, please fight this my friend from "The Rock" <3
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Im on the same meds now ive been on for a long time no change there. Except im outta morphine today but that had no bearing on the past few weeks.

I think it's just my situation i just have to get the fuck outta it. Somehow i need out of this house and this town.

Thank you all for being so nice to me. And don't worry i'll be ok im not gonna off myself. Not unless something really drastic happens will i off myself.
 
I had some feelings of suicide about a week ago. I was in a dark place and I was at a low point. Im typically the type of person that would never think about doing something that bad but it happened. I don't think I'd ever hurt myself or do anything like that but I remember just having these dark feelings come over me. I've never felt evil that close before but the thoughts that were running through my head were evil thoughts. Anytime you contemplate ending it all that is an evil thought in my eyes at least. It felt like someone put a curse over me or something. I don't want to ever go back there again but sometimes I think its inevitable.
 
if anyone of you commit suicide, I will come kick your ass so hard, that it will still hurt even though you are dead.

also, anyone, feel free to pm me if you need someone to talk to. I have lots of stories, jokes and stupid shit to cheer ya up, and also am really willing to just listen if someone needs it.
 
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