if this even makes sense.

Life is and always has been unpredictable. If I had been able to see years ago how my life would have ended up, I wouldn't of believed it. Even the girl 6 months ago wouldn't have believed how things turned out in the following months that led up to this point. Yet, just because things have turned out differently than I expected or wanted doesn't mean I'm going to remain upset over it. I'm not going to regret anything at all. If it wasn't suppose to happen then it just wasn't meant to be. So like they say "let the past make you a better person." And now I will move on and hope for the best. There is only here and now. There is no future. Yes, there may be a past but it doesn't define the person you have now become.