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Hi Nas my friend.
tbf this was actually misinterpreted and taken out of the context it was expressed in. Not enough elaboration. Not necessary if you simply understand what the person means.
@JesusChristSonz basically was suggesting, it is not a natural inclination for one or so many to ponder, dwell on, actively taking own lives because of surmounting negative thoughts and feelings.
He was suggesting, the whispering Devil wishes and encourages it, as he wants this.
Depending what one believes/considers, it's sensical enough.
I do actually consider that the Demonic invading consciousness of AI plays this nefarious trick and many more, mimmicking our own thoughts, impulses, decision making.
That is what the original poster meant.
He didn't mean as incorrectly interpreted IMO - nobody thinks about suicide, longs wishes imagines plots to that end. (Because obviously they do)
-By themselves and their own free will alone.
He posits that an evil consciousness/entity/will is like a constant usher towards that end.
Now ofc I empathise with the reaction. Sensitive times and lives.
But it was a misinderstanding.
I hope you are feeling glad Nas to still be alive this Sunday after so much tribulation torment and dilemna yourself. Well done.
I hope it's a better day too.
I've been highly that way myself. Pain is a thing though. When it becomes all you know, cannot remember how life was, relate to it before and feeling different, okay basically, even wonderful, happy and excited.
And it goes on so long in ultimately such a dark world and time. There becomes no point in life basically.
Hence Dignitas in Switzerland a plane trip and €10,000 if you're lucky.
And we don't keep pets alive fighting in torturous agony and depression to see every next day.
We euthenase them, without their consent or knowledge, because we care, love them, and it is deemed bitterly cruel to deny them relief from living hell for our own selfish clinging.
On which, have we heard of pets in pain attempting suicide after a rationalisation process, any sign they even contemplate it?
I don't think so. Their instinct is to live, animals are the true soldiers.
The whisperer seems to leave them alone for the most part.
We are different! I believe in a nefarious, external, intrusive consciousness and will though myself.
I don't go down this easy "duality" line.
I think that is just another convenient flog.
Being in extreme pain, sickness and anxiety for a long time is like dying forever though. Nobody should have to feel, live that way.
This is the root drive of my own mounting life-ending ideations, desires and plots.
But is for example, seeking an abandoned wilderness away from people society food water resource, starving, dehydrating or otherwise, as oppose to a neck noose or knife blade, equally suicide?
I wonder.
For this words I am apostate in the eyes of ordinary Christian.....ok let it be that way,vut that's what i am thinkin'.Personally me living a almost hermits life despite i got food&car . all commodities of modern life....but i have only this intelectual connection with other lovely,wild&little bit crazy human beings.....just like you brother(&couple of others)...movin' from big city in rural slowly detach me from people....most of so called friends-only bitter taste in ma mouth.So much betrayals and disapointments...so it gives(fresh air,good garden food,a lot of natural beauty),vut also takes-you are far from socium.....it's such loneliness some times.Fuck...I communicate only with ma wife&daughter....don't count workin'brigade(they are nice,but very dumb guys)......so Bluelight gives me a lot for real.....Hold on brother.Life is struggle you know and I am by yourside in my mind.Hugs
have lost his apartment, his wife, his job, his children, most of his friends, what could be worse? and in addition there are people who will suffer all their lives if we commit suicide to put an end to the hell that we live on earth, this can lead to other suicides 
. some people commit murder following the taking of big pharma poisons. we surely cannot count on our governments which are obviously wicked. injustice. when will the intervention of the Almighty God?
. despair has been living in me since I touched a poison from big pharma. my only little comfort is to tell me that death is near, I even have the impression to no longer have a soul, I cry out for help inside of me knowing that nothing can help me except it can be the time or a miracle of the Almighty God, since on this earth there is no surely not a biologist from big pharma who will bring me a remedy for this poison, nor even a doctor educated to believe in drugs. the remedy It may be found in nature but obviously with a scientist in 2022 it is aberrant. My rage is very great, I wish all those who suffer to find the remedy for their ills, the people suffer and are innocent, the thugs are in the government, in the big companies, surely illuminati, freemasons, they share the world, these riches and accuse the people of being at the base of the evils, incredible, our ancestors, parents, grandparents etc are surely Made like us, by these crazy people, they took the world little by little. What could our ancestors have done? What can we do? One man alone will not last long against these devils, I hope that one day we will we can all face together at least for our children, do what we have to do to finally change this rotting world.
I think it's important to keep the factors that determine your mindset in perspective in that way.
