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Jabberwocky

Jabberwocky

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Untitled - me


The blinds no longer speak at me
maybe they do
at times
only to let in some light

Bad faith, deception
tools of the trade
low highs and
high lows
typical

A spinning compass
to the path of
nowhere
traveling at unforgiving
speed

I need some help here

Can anybody hear me?

Reach out to me
like you would
if I were falling off
a cliff

Only God knows where
this is going

And he never tells
 
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Good stuff. But tell me how YOU feel. Or what YOU saw.
CB, he just wrote. Blew his mind that there were so many sick fucks for fans.
I liked yours a lot;
Have you read McCarthy?
 
Methificient

Just wtf is wrong with them,
They're atthe windows peakin
They cant sit still,
the idiots!
Is this what they call tweakin?
Ne'er again each one proclaims,
Was such a hellish night.
I only smile, say to myself,
I love it, just felt
right.
 
wudbutcher said:
Good stuff. But tell me how YOU feel. Or what YOU saw.
CB, he just wrote. Blew his mind that there were so many sick fucks for fans.
I liked yours a lot;
Have you read McCarthy?
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Never heard of McCarthy

and that's honestly how I feel right now! Looking at sobriety and the last 10+ years.
 
Cormac MCarthy.
The road, all the pretty horses, no country for old men.
How long ya clean?
 
... about 45 minutes, just ran out of alcohol....

Tomorrow is going to suck ass

idk if I'm going to be able to power thru the alcohol withdrawal


I may go try to get some librium tomorrow

have a 16/beer per night habit
 
wudbutcher said:
No other demons? Alcohol is bad man
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I mean I overdosed on fentanyl/ketamine/xanax/alcohol 2months ago... I'm a polyaddict

When I don't have drugs, I'm a hard alcoholic

it's a cycle for me

I also hate alcohol..... honestly, shit drug

I've been either on benzos or alcohol for about 6 years now no break, my gaba receptors are fucked

spent 9 months of my life in non-voluntary rehabs, about 4 months in jails.... had my meth head phase... been everyone and done everything.

Definitely have demons :/
 
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I've lost everything because of it. Mainly my youth. It'll be rough, fix you now. Gets no easier, and you'll never be as young as today.
 
wudbutcher said:
I've lost everything because of it. Mainly my youth. It'll be rough, fix you now. Gets no easier, and you'll never be as young as today.
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I know that feeling. I lost my entire ages from 16-31 to drugs. I don't remember shit and never accomplished anything and all my friends are legit people now with high paying jobs and families.

I'm going to social servicies office tomorrow.

I need to turn this around.

Thanks man.
 
Tomorrow is Sunday bud. Give anything to be 31 again. You have so many wonderful things to experience yet! Just set your mind, fuck everything else. Write through the crazies, dont isolate, I have and it's done me in. Seek positive people, sit down and listen.
 
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