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i work for a school

deaf eye

deaf eye

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dont think i can go into a detox program or i'll loose my job and ruin my reputation

if i start methadone maintenance or substance abuse dr get on methadone

i got a week before i go back to work and get myself on point


my brains like bundles, roxys, something,

brain zaps and all that crap


but if i do methadone maintenance is that gunna show up on a random record that the school can easily find
 
is your career or reputation worth more than the life your flushing away with substance abuse?
 
took me a long time to find this job, the people there really care about me , im standing strong now , its day 3 but i think i need a lil helping hand ,

plus not to whine and be like woe is me im on some hardcore antibiotics right now, maybe i should look on the bright side at least all the nastyness im feeling in my belly and bowels is a result of abuse and antibiotics

2 birds one stone
 
The actual "records" of a methadone clinic are extremely private, they absolutely will not give them to ANYONE without your consent. However, nothing stops random person on the street who knows you seeing you enter the clinic, rumors getting started, blah blah blah, witch hunt without any proof, all that. If you think that sort of thing could happen at your workplace, then that is a possibility. But as for the records, no, there is no way anyone can access those without your permission.
 
thanks much for the reply, i work 20 miles away and keep a low profile in town, so shit should be allright

was just worried cuz before i started working i had to get fingerprinted to make sure i had no drug convictions wasnt a pedofile and shit like that

and kaywholed ya gotta see both sides of the coin, the economy sucks, it took me three years to find a great job , that i like, im trying to get my life back on track , just trying not to screw up this good job i got going
 
shit i go back to work tommorow, i was painting all this morning so i was kinda burnt out, and looked out of it
but this afternoon i had some guy on line at the supermarket start talking to me, i thought he was asking me about weed, but he was trying to sell me dope

i dont live in a drug neighborhood,


now im worried i still look shit
 
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