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sandiegoo

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hello , please dont flame me for starting a thread.

okay well ive been thinking about trying ecstasy to just change how i think /
see things , for the better. ive been having trouble connecting with people for
some reason. i feel like im having anxiety or whatever.

okay so my questions are

question 1 : will taking E make me see , think , on how i see things? ( im not

depressed , i just have no more motivation what so ever now.) ive just been

stuck in my shell , ever since i moved from guam ( laid back , nice

people) i feel im still culture shocked. that made me feel really uncomfortable.

question 2 : i know it causes anxiety / a lil down on the come down , but will it

have me thinking of what people say and cause anxiety?( i will be hanging out

with friends who haave taken E before so i know i could trust them on helping

me the next day.)

question 3 : are the chances high on getting that seritonin sydrome on the

first roll? ( i only plan on doing 1/2 a pill the whole night.)

so long story short , i want to try E to push me in the right way. ive had
numerous people tell me personally that E just change how they saw things ,
for the better. They told they were more confident , motivated , basically not in a shell.

thanks in advance
 
It is possible that MDMA helps change your perceptions. If that is your actual intention then it is more likely that it will happen. Some people say they are better off after having done MDMA, while others say it has made them more depressed. It depends on the individual.

I'm not quite sure what you are asking about the anxiety. Are you asking if you will over-analyze what people are saying when you comedown? If you are anxiety-prone and that is how it tends to manifest, then yes that may happen. We cannot predict exactly how you will feel, but being in a comfortable environment will help minimize these issues.

I have not really heard of low-doses of MDMA causing serotonin syndrome. I would imagine that taking huge amounts or combining it with other serotonin-releasing drugs is where people run into problems. Perhaps somebody else can answer this with more certainty.

Good luck whatever you decide.
 
1) Ecstasy will probably cause some depression/lack of motivation, mostly the days after but some people report it continuing for months.

2) yes, you will have social phobia

3) You shouldn't get serotonin syndrome as long as you are not taking any SSRI's or MAOI's, saint john's wort, 5htp, etc. 1 pill is usually meant to be a dose suited for even beginners, I don't see any harm with taking a whole dose. Your first time is the best you don't want to half-ass it. take 1
 
1) MDMA can change how you look at life, depending on who you are. It can cause depression in the days following in some people, but I have never had this problem. (I've taken MDMA 24 times in the past 10 months). If you do feel depressed from it, the feeling will most likely last only a few days.

2) MDMA does not usually make you concerned with how people feel about you; I find it to be very ego-softening. But, this may be different for some people.

3) As long as you are not on any MAOI's or SSRI's the odds of getting serotonin syndrome from one-half a pill are about none. If you are on any prescriptions that you are unsure of, I recommend you just google how it reacts with MDMA and go from there.

Taking a half of a pill your first time is a good idea to see how you react to it, however don't make any judgments on the MDMA experience until you've taken a whole pill at one time. More likely than not, you probably won't roll very hard. I took a half a pill my first time and regret it, personally.

Be cautious before taking any drug- they can harm you.
Happy rolling.
 
i have some friends who regularly abuse large amounts of mdma and theyre perceptions of life seem quite different, often they talk slowly and seem to be in a world of there own
i take md about every fortnight and i havent really noticed much of a difference, and dw, its worth the comedown
 
I wouldn't recommend lower than 1 pill. It takes many people (including me) 2 pills to roll at all, 1 decent pill does nothing for me.

The general recommendation for 1st time users is to start with 1 and see how you like it and then try 2 the second time or take the second one after the 1st one peaks.
 
you will be fine don't over think it, just let go and have a great time...and like some other people said take at least one pill to start....half wont do anything
 
1/2 is a waste... Take one, wait an hour or so, and if you're still not feeling like a million bucks take another.

Depends on pill too, one good pokeball would do the trick. You'll know when the magic happens. ;)
 
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agreed with anon
1/2 pill is always a waste unless u have already done one full one during the time period
and 1 good pill should have u rolling for ur first time dont worry it wont cause super phobia or paranoia like weed does but it will be a new experience so just take it like that
 
Alright, you're going to do what you're going to do, but I would suggest you think long and hard about why you're doing this. I've learned in the past few months that fixing yourself with drugs works about as well as it sounds like it does. As a friend of mine told me "If you've got a direction there's no reason you won't be fine using them, but drugs are a very bad way to find direction".

Now, I'm not saying drug experiences cannot be beneficial. MDMA can be INCREDIBLY therapeutic (look up the PTSD research), but too often is used in a way that isn't. If at all possible, I would find someone, preferably some sort of mental health professional who's open to the possibility of an illegal substance helping you., and who's experienced with the issues you're trying to deal with. Without some direction, it's way too easy to just take it, have a REALLY fucking good time, feel like it fixes all the holes in who you are as a person, and then just want to take more. If you want to use it therapeutically, I would recommend just using it once, because if you get into you'll cheapen the original experience and might make the original problems worse (look up "MDMA and verbal memory", nobody really knows for sure, but anyone in the community will tell you abusing ecstasy FUCKS YOU UP). Just try to make the most out of the experience, half a pill one way or the other probably won't do much for you at all. Try to remember that drugs can be a good tool, they just make a shitty compass.

And for fuck's sake, I know it's all over this forum, but if you do get into E, KEEP IT TO ONCE A MONTH. It amazes me how many people are oblivious to the fact you can overdo it, I just met a guy at his first rave, and it was his third time rolling IN FIVE DAYS. He was chill, but I do not want to meet that guy in a few months.
 
Hey m8,

Ive done ecstacy once, and it was the best time of my life. I was 17 at the time and I figured I would give it a try.

The comedown isnt terrible, just do it at night so you can go to sleep. Your just going to crave another couple pills because the roll was SO AMAZING, thats it, its just a mental lust.

It was the best moment of my life by far. Ive done weed, opiated, drank a little and thats about it.

Any questions let me know, reply so I know you got this, thanks.
 
ecstasy can certainly have some live changing experiences.

take me for example, since I was 16-19 I was hooked on cigarrettes,
I was a pack-a-day smoker, and if I was feeling exceptionally manic I would
go periods of smoking 2 packs a day.. Recently about 2 months ago I
triple dropped and rolled balls, had a life changing revelation about smoking
and since then I have quit my cigarrette habit and am no longer addicted
to such a disgusting and unhealthy substance such as nicotine

and i give ALL the credit to baby girl MDMA, my best friend!
 
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