I want to live...
I've decided.
(And it's a decision, you know.)
You can kill yourself fast, or
you can kill yourself slow,
alive yet dead,
fallen so low.
I want to live...
I've decided.
I want to cook my own meals
on my own kitchen stove
and pay my own bills
and watch my kids grow.
(I'll be the best damn mother they'll ever know.)
I want to live...
I've decided.
Life is a verb,
fill me I'm hollow,
crying but trying,
no more talk of dying,
or else I will be swallowed.
One step forward,
don't look below,
you've come so far
but there's still far to go.
This is about my decision to quit chemicals...so far it's been one week without drugs (minus weed of course
) And I'm having mad drug cravings but I know I can't give in, I'll hate myself too much if I do. I can't keep walking down that path, I spent all my money for university this fall on drugs this summer...so now I'm not going to school...oops. It has to stop and I'm trying to turn things back around, before it goes too far. I don't know if this makes any sense...I'm kinda stoned.
~kimmy.
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We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we could only fly embracing each other.
[This message has been edited by *SWeeT-e* (edited 28 August 2000).]
I've decided.
(And it's a decision, you know.)
You can kill yourself fast, or
you can kill yourself slow,
alive yet dead,
fallen so low.
I want to live...
I've decided.
I want to cook my own meals
on my own kitchen stove
and pay my own bills
and watch my kids grow.
(I'll be the best damn mother they'll ever know.)
I want to live...
I've decided.
Life is a verb,
fill me I'm hollow,
crying but trying,
no more talk of dying,
or else I will be swallowed.
One step forward,
don't look below,
you've come so far
but there's still far to go.
This is about my decision to quit chemicals...so far it's been one week without drugs (minus weed of course
~kimmy.
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We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we could only fly embracing each other.
[This message has been edited by *SWeeT-e* (edited 28 August 2000).]
