I want to escape from reality

[laCster]

I really just want a break from life lol. Responsibility is a bitch, and it's really irritating me to be a respnsible adult. I guess I need to find a healthy outlet to escape I just feel I have so much responsibility I have no time. I'm just bored too I guess.

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

Is there something you're looking for in this thread?

 

[twistedhunter]

im struggling being bored in sobreity to. all i do is work and hang with my gf. no friends and im bored as shit. just keep trying man its hard i know

 

[phactor]

You have to try to develop new hobbies and interests. Also, I am not sure how long you have been clean, but remember, sometimes it just takes time for your neurochemistry to equilibrate.

 

[Trying2Iso]

i think pretty much all Bluelighters want to break from reality sometimes...

 

[herbavore]

I know what you mean. I've been walking around lately saying, "Why can't I just be a dilettante?" But then I remember that no one is stepping up to stick a wad of bills in my hand and say, "Go for it!" and so it is back to the task of changing the reality that I want to escape.8)