Dirty_Deed
Bluelighter
Well I did it last night, out of whim and the fact I had some money to get some works and all. Before I start this report, the dmt I used was an extract from wattle bark, took me over a week to make it to the purity I wanted and the end result was a small cluster of crystals the same colour as ice but with a bit of yellowness on the edges. I would also like to mention that wattle alkaloid extract is not pure dmt, only around 55-60% pure dmt and the rest is n-methyltryptamine which is inactive. Anyhoo let's start this off....
I had bought my syringes at the chemist around 6pm and got back home and smoked a bit of weed till around about 11pm when my parents went to sleep. I got around about 100mg of this crystal (about 60mg pure dmt content) and dissolved it in a taplespoon full of saline. I found the crystals dissolved rather well in the saline, but I gave it a little blast with the lighter under the spoon and mixed it up for good measure. I then loaded up my fit, and wrapped my arm with a belt around the bicep. Slapped my arm for a vein, found the gravy train and hit home with the spike......
I was sitting on the floor of my room on a large pillow, and I found the onset felt quite gradual compared to smoking it, just a very quick shift in mood but no visuals in the first few seconds, then I found that my field of vision was filling up with the air turning solid. A crystaline weblike tapestry was filling my room and the lights and colours were pulsating very pleasantly. Physically I found a electric like charge centred around my lower spine and emenating through my body, though mainly felt it through what I felt was my veins, though this could just have been my mind more so.
Anyway back to the visuals...the room was gettin more solid with this tapestry until as if I had waited a very long time, in one split second, BLAM, I'm not in my room anymore. I felt as if I just got stuck in a vacuum cleaner and found that I had lost my sense of self. I guess this was ego loss as that is safe to assume. I found that I was the tapestry but was becoming a product of it. .....
A tunnel of aura white tribal pattern tapestry, weaving through the complexity and flying towards a destination I had the impulse to reach. The closer I get to this "destination" the white starts pulsing wonderful colours. I have no sense of "I" but from lookin back, I felt like a universal embryo being formed in a universal uterus then finally being born. There is no sense of time, no sense of fear or regret. I was an impulse, the essence of thought before it emerges as something explicit and rational. I finally arive at my destination......
From that point, it's like the visuals go in reverse, this I have never experienced...the come down was like a reverse....my field of vision diminished all this web like tapestry till my field of vision was relatively normal, sort of like the gentle landing equivelant of a hallucinogen come down. ...though soon after I felt nauseous and vomitted though found I felt pretty much 100% better after that chuck up.
I have a feeling I should have started with a much smaller dose for this little self curiousity experiment, but I have always been one to go beyond the recommended.
Anyway....can't say my headspace is all that great today, but then again I've been smokin this shit for about a week straight and I think this is my last time for at least a month or two.
Peace Out
Dirty Deed
I had bought my syringes at the chemist around 6pm and got back home and smoked a bit of weed till around about 11pm when my parents went to sleep. I got around about 100mg of this crystal (about 60mg pure dmt content) and dissolved it in a taplespoon full of saline. I found the crystals dissolved rather well in the saline, but I gave it a little blast with the lighter under the spoon and mixed it up for good measure. I then loaded up my fit, and wrapped my arm with a belt around the bicep. Slapped my arm for a vein, found the gravy train and hit home with the spike......
I was sitting on the floor of my room on a large pillow, and I found the onset felt quite gradual compared to smoking it, just a very quick shift in mood but no visuals in the first few seconds, then I found that my field of vision was filling up with the air turning solid. A crystaline weblike tapestry was filling my room and the lights and colours were pulsating very pleasantly. Physically I found a electric like charge centred around my lower spine and emenating through my body, though mainly felt it through what I felt was my veins, though this could just have been my mind more so.
Anyway back to the visuals...the room was gettin more solid with this tapestry until as if I had waited a very long time, in one split second, BLAM, I'm not in my room anymore. I felt as if I just got stuck in a vacuum cleaner and found that I had lost my sense of self. I guess this was ego loss as that is safe to assume. I found that I was the tapestry but was becoming a product of it. .....
A tunnel of aura white tribal pattern tapestry, weaving through the complexity and flying towards a destination I had the impulse to reach. The closer I get to this "destination" the white starts pulsing wonderful colours. I have no sense of "I" but from lookin back, I felt like a universal embryo being formed in a universal uterus then finally being born. There is no sense of time, no sense of fear or regret. I was an impulse, the essence of thought before it emerges as something explicit and rational. I finally arive at my destination......
From that point, it's like the visuals go in reverse, this I have never experienced...the come down was like a reverse....my field of vision diminished all this web like tapestry till my field of vision was relatively normal, sort of like the gentle landing equivelant of a hallucinogen come down. ...though soon after I felt nauseous and vomitted though found I felt pretty much 100% better after that chuck up.
I have a feeling I should have started with a much smaller dose for this little self curiousity experiment, but I have always been one to go beyond the recommended.
Anyway....can't say my headspace is all that great today, but then again I've been smokin this shit for about a week straight and I think this is my last time for at least a month or two.
Peace Out
Dirty Deed
