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katmeow

katmeow

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I used to think I could handle anything the world threw at me,
Now I'm sitting in tears this afternoon, wondering why something so insignificant is leaving me an emotional wreck.

I used to think I was a good judge of character,
Now I'm starting to think that I'm just a fool who has been seduced by your words and blinded by what I didn't want to see.

I used to think I didn't need anyone but myself,
Now I'm desperately grasping at straws that aren't even on offer to me, cos even the sharpest knife can't cut the ties that bind.

I used to think I had strength,
Now I'm not so sure.

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My head's a bit messy today, sorry if this makes no sense
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no one exactly knows who to trust, and especially when those you 'think' are friends betray you in the end. but keep your chin up, no matter how hard it seems, remember what you told me before - it will pass and you'll be a stronger person at the end of it. *hugs*
 
Kat, your words are genuine and honest. You have every right to feel the way that you do - don't ever let anyone tell you differently... don't apologise, we've all been here before.
I know We've never met or really spoken, but i've seen you around in the thread (go aus social! ;) ) and you seem like an intelligent person. If you need to vent to someone, you can email me - sometimes there is comfort in talking to strangers...
Seems that perhaps you and i are going through a bit of the sasme thing...Here's what i posted yesterday...
 
a messy head often begets clarity, and in moments of sheer confusion we have the sharpest flashes of lucidity.
don't worry katmeow, it makes perfect sense, both the scenario, and your feelings. best of luck in picking up the pieces.
-fluffy-
 
Welcome to my journal.

I've been there too, hon. At times, it's the smallest of setbacks which are the catalyst for a tidal wave of emotion. Don't settle for someone who isn't exactly what you want and need. Don't cry yourself to sleep over situations that are beyond your control. You've always come across as a sweet, kind, fun-loving person and I hope you never change.
 
*bigass hugs*

Some days the world works, 1 plus 1 adds up to 2. Other days, the world breaks down like unoiled machinery, and the cogs go flying everywhere, and you'd be hard pressed to even locate gravity.

I guess there's good days and bad days.

*more hugs*

Nice work.

-plaz out-
 
katmeow said:
Now I'm sitting in tears this afternoon, wondering why something so insignificant is leaving me an emotional wreck.

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Now I'm desperately grasping at straws that aren't even on offer to me, cos even the sharpest knife can't cut the ties that bind.
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hun i think u've summed it up urself.u know there is nothing to hang on to.so why punish urself even more? ive been in ur situation and i know that holding onto to something that is not there anymore will only kill u more.u have to let go eventually.but its only u who can do it. no one else...

*hugs*...u know where i am if u need me babe =D

u need to get urself a 'fluffy' like i did ;) =D
 
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