There are a lot of us on here who wouldnt even get high if we CWE'd your entire prescription. Quit while you're ahead.
Whilst there is always a lot of dick sizing/bragging that occurs on BL regarding opiate abuse... VitamaN's post must certainly not be confused for that. Whilst his post may come across as a half-hearted joke. It absolutely isn't. It's a post that evidences the disgustingly scary truth behind the slippery slope of opiate abuse... or what you think of as to only be 'use'.
I don't mean to patronise you Nikibeamer, really, I don't. But just like the rest of us on bluelight, it's probable that you're also a fairly well educated, reasonable, rationale and kind person, who goes about their day with good intentions. But please, just take another 2 minutes to re-read, and mentally digest, the advice that you've been in this thread so far. The advice is from people who have been in your
exact same position at some point in their own life before....
opiate abuse is a terrible cycle to begin
once opiates have worked their spell on you, it is almost like their charm is impossible to break.
being addicted to opiates FUCKING BLOWS!.
i wish i could go back in time and never ever ever touch opiates.
I would suggest that you stop taking them now.
it is a dangerous road to go down.
If you take them every day for too much longer, your withdrawal can be a complete living hell, trust me you do not want to experience that.
I wish I never touched an opiate in my life and my cycle of misery started 40 years ago with a couple of percs a day that I honestly could have gotten by without.
Leave before the the door closes and locks you in.
stop taking them because opiate withdrawls are a living hell
You know they are really addictive and if you choose to go down this path then it's totally on you.
Sorry to say, but it's all downhill from here.
Due to tolerance, once you need to increase your dose, you're going to need increasing at sooner intervals
This is the first sign that you need to layoff them for awhile.
you need to stop now because your tolerance is only going to go up, and probably faster.
I always thought I could quit any time I wanted to... until I tried. It was then I realized I was addicted. Ended up ruining my marriage of 25 years.
Being one myself, and knowing many others around me, I'm fully aware of the cognitive thought process of addicts. So with regards to the above quotes you're probably thinking '
yeah yeah I get all that. But that won't happen to me, it wont escalate that far, I can control myself'. Well... despite reading similar quotes from BL and opiate users time after time, I thought the exact same thing. Just 2 years ago. Like you, I started off small. Mucking about in the kitchen, doing cold water extractions on over the counter Codeine & Dihydrocodeine products. Just like every other user/abuser I soon got tolerant so I started faking migraines to my doctor so that I could obtain stronger products from my doc. It lead to constant the prescribing of pure (no APAP) 30mg Codeine Phosphate and Dihydrocodeine tablets. Then I turned to illegally sourcing them online, because my tolerance continued to develop and I was going through my scripts quicker than they could be refilled.
After reading more about them, Tramadol sounded like quite a fun opiate to start abusing - with very different effects on both mind and body. Determined to try it out after having researched its effects and uses I went back to my doctor to try and score some. And I promise, to this very day, I still remember exactly what I said to him:
"
I'm still in so much pain, that Dihydrocodeine just doesn't seem to work and in higher doses it makes me feel very sick and often vomit. I really want to get this pain under control so I signed up to an online forum for migraine suffers. A lot of other migraine suffers said about how something called Tromodol can be much more effective in the treatment for migraines because of the way it works on Sellatonin, and apparently it doesn't have as much of the stuff in it that causes me to feel sick and vomit like Dihydrocodeine does" - obviously referring to its lower activity on opium receptors and deliberately mispronouncing Serotonin and Tramadol to make me look naive and not know what I was after.
When my tolerance had peaked I started abusing Morphine, then Tapentadol, then Fentanyl and Oxycodone - and the rest is history. As is the last 2 years of my life.
And as Bliss26 points out, neither you or me are the only ones to innocently fall into this trap of progression.
Unless you are in such severe pain that the pain is consuming your every thought, I would wean off immediately.
- Signed, someone who also started at 2 perc's a day
And I'll leave you with crestfallen's advice...
It's an easy road to spiral down. This is the turning point, If you're smart, you will heed this advice mate