DoseLuck
Bluelighter
I'm just here to share my story of where I'm currently at in life an I guess looking for people that can relate to it.
So I will start by saying I was a daily adderall users for 3 months. I have stopped that but only because I've replaced it.
The first time I tried meth was in July an I just snorted a line that was about .15 and had a great time but said it was just a one time thing. Two weeks after the first time I tried it I did it again completely ignoring what I told myself about only doing it one. Again I just snorted it but this time there was at least .5 an I did it all with in a few hours with only one other person. After this though I lost my connect an stopped until August. In august I was at school an some had .1 an I bought it an again snorted it. I always snorted because of how addicting I heard smoking it was.
Well this is where it starts. I finally found the plug for high quality crystal available as I please for cheap or trade with stuff like watches ect. Well on Sunday (6 days ago) I got a total of .6, .3 was mine an the other .3 was a friends but I held onto my friend so he wouldn't do any before the PO check in he had the next day. So I started by snorting it again but by the second day my sinus an throat were to sore to handle anymore so I decided to say fuck it I only have alil left anyways an smoked it.
Well I finished mine an at the end of day two (Monday) I said well my friend won't notice if I take a tiny bowl out of his so I did an smoked that. I later fell asleep around two or three an woke up at six for school. I was pretty tired an I had finals that day so I decided I needed to smoke just alil more of my friends before class to get through my finals for that day. I did exactly that but once I got out of class all I wanted to do was smoke just alil bit more. I fought an fought the temptation but finally giving in an smoking the rest of my friends .3 by the end of the day. I made up a lie a said the baggy ripped an spilt everywhere.
On day three (Tuesday) I just fell through. Since then I've been stealing an lying an asking everyone I know if they know where to get more dope (with the help of a few friends doing all this with me) an until last night when I finally ran out of meth an had no gas to get more I had constantly been hitting the pipe or trying to get more. Even when I woke up this morning I put water in my pipe to wash all the recrystalized meth to the bowl an smoking that then licking all my empty baggies.
During all this I've only been talking to people that are doin the drug or can get the drug. Anyone else I just forgot about. All of this is happening but it doesn't feel real. I feel like a stereotypical story of how a meth addiction starts.
But I must note that with this meth (I dunno if it's cuz it's so clean or what) but I have been sleeping an eating on it an I shower an take care of myself an everything.
So I will start by saying I was a daily adderall users for 3 months. I have stopped that but only because I've replaced it.
The first time I tried meth was in July an I just snorted a line that was about .15 and had a great time but said it was just a one time thing. Two weeks after the first time I tried it I did it again completely ignoring what I told myself about only doing it one. Again I just snorted it but this time there was at least .5 an I did it all with in a few hours with only one other person. After this though I lost my connect an stopped until August. In august I was at school an some had .1 an I bought it an again snorted it. I always snorted because of how addicting I heard smoking it was.
Well this is where it starts. I finally found the plug for high quality crystal available as I please for cheap or trade with stuff like watches ect. Well on Sunday (6 days ago) I got a total of .6, .3 was mine an the other .3 was a friends but I held onto my friend so he wouldn't do any before the PO check in he had the next day. So I started by snorting it again but by the second day my sinus an throat were to sore to handle anymore so I decided to say fuck it I only have alil left anyways an smoked it.
Well I finished mine an at the end of day two (Monday) I said well my friend won't notice if I take a tiny bowl out of his so I did an smoked that. I later fell asleep around two or three an woke up at six for school. I was pretty tired an I had finals that day so I decided I needed to smoke just alil more of my friends before class to get through my finals for that day. I did exactly that but once I got out of class all I wanted to do was smoke just alil bit more. I fought an fought the temptation but finally giving in an smoking the rest of my friends .3 by the end of the day. I made up a lie a said the baggy ripped an spilt everywhere.
On day three (Tuesday) I just fell through. Since then I've been stealing an lying an asking everyone I know if they know where to get more dope (with the help of a few friends doing all this with me) an until last night when I finally ran out of meth an had no gas to get more I had constantly been hitting the pipe or trying to get more. Even when I woke up this morning I put water in my pipe to wash all the recrystalized meth to the bowl an smoking that then licking all my empty baggies.
During all this I've only been talking to people that are doin the drug or can get the drug. Anyone else I just forgot about. All of this is happening but it doesn't feel real. I feel like a stereotypical story of how a meth addiction starts.
But I must note that with this meth (I dunno if it's cuz it's so clean or what) but I have been sleeping an eating on it an I shower an take care of myself an everything.