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I think I'm addicted

ladolcevita said:
hang in there man, i know exactly how you feel. The thing about mdma you gotta realize is that if you abuse it your going to feel like shit the less time you take between breaks. Not only that but mentally your going to be confused, i had really bad depersonalization for a while after this summer and only rolled 3 times. That was a clear sign i needed a break. I totally know where you are coming from when you say you can't go a day without thinking about it. It's been like that for me since the first time i tried it. It was probably the most spiritual experience i have ever had in my life, it was my first experience with any substance besides alcohol and weed. What made it so powerful for me is that i had no idea what mdma does to you, my friends kind of peer pressured me into doing it lol. Had an afterglow that lasted for at least 6-7 months. The thing that people don't know about when you do a substance that's so powerful is it can open your eyes and change your views on life. I know i would never be who i am today if i never tried it like i did a year ago. It's made me think so much deeper than i ever did before, and feel more in touch with myself. It's a weird feeling because you know you will never be the same person that you were before you tried it
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sooooo truee!!
 
at some point if you dont practice restraint addiction is there, dont think it doesn't apply because if you feel that way you're already half way there thats pertaining to anything. i kno when i got started i was in love, droppin every weekend for about a month and a half with binges crazy. one thing about drugs you love them but they don't give a fuck about you, keep that in mind and listen to these people kickin shit in your ear.
 
i was addicted to ecstasy for a while when i first tryed it.

got myself out of addiction though (but before too late? who knows) i've done e over 100different times and i'm only 18, my first pill was a few months before i turned 17.

i thought about it so much and thats what drove my addiction, that and i could get it whenever i wanted.
 
I usually crave MDMA for a few weeks after taking it but after a month is gone it starts to fade... until i take it again.
 
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