I think I just wanna die myself

I wished death on my bestfriend, my lover, my world. I wished death on the man that helped create our wonderful son, I wished it just one month ago. Two days ago we find out he has prostate cancer, possible chrosis of the liver, hole the size of a loonie in his lung, other lung is filling up with fluid. Multi-Organ failure and cancer makes him inelible for organ donation.
We met 5yrs ago on April 30th. We started dating just the following month on May 25th, we have so much in common and we are so alike. He treats me like a princess and yes we have our fights. We broke up for a bit, and I did some stupid shit, now we are trying to work our relationship out and we realize we love each other dearly and miss what we had, we missed our close quirky friendship that was totally lulz and rad and the love we had/have is so strong a tsnuami couldn't part it.

this song holds so true in so many ways about us... I think of it as our song.... he's MY Gerry...... my blue eyes Irishman who is dying on me that one day I will die a little inside and have to move on. Somehow, someway.....

You and Me..... The Galway Girl....

One day we'll meet at The Derg Inn baby, one day we will.

P.S. I Love You Galway Girl http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhl21...eature=related

Well I took a stroll on the old wild walk
On the day -I-ay-I-ay-ay
I met a little girl and we stopped to talk
On a fine soft day -I-ay
And I ask you friends, what's a fella to do
if her hair was black and her eyes were blue
And I knew right then I'd be takin' a whirl
Down the Salthill Prom with a Galway girl

We were halfway there when the rain came down
On a day -I-ay-I-ay-ay
And she asked me up to her flat downtown
On a fine soft day -I-ay
And I ask you friend, what's a fella to do
if her hair was black and her eyes were blue
So I took her hand and I gave it a twirl
then I lost my heart to a Galway girl

When I woke up I was all alone on the day i-ay i-ay-ay
With a broken heart and a ticket home on the fine soft day i-ay
And I ask you now,tell me what would you do
If her hair was black and her eyes were blue
I've travelled around I've been all over this world
Boys I've never seen nothin' like a Galway girl

I'm sorry I lost your jacket, though you did lose it to me the second it was on my back. lol

I Love you Til The End http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2t8S82lTvkU