bbgirlclueless
Bluelighter
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- Aug 2, 2012
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i was in the bathroom,i didnt heed the warning and advice and stupidly due to my high tolerance i ived (honestly ived?so stupid of me!) 600 mg of tramadol injections.
this is how i felt,these had never happened before!!
within seconds
my head started to shake
there was a pressure around my head like a band and i feared i was going to have a seizure,a grand mal one and since the bathroon wud be locked no one wud find me until i was dead!
my heart started racing at almost 140 beats per minute and my chest got incredibly hot!
my whole body started shaking violently (every muscle in my body)
i realized i wud soon pass out or hit my head against something (that is how most epileptic fits end in death) or scream and my family wud find out i did drugs (im staying with my family just now)
i quickly tried to get up from the the toilet lidd,there was no power in my legs and i fell on the bathroom floor,with EVERYTHING moving about,the walls,the paint
i was so scared that i wud pass out so soon and wudnt even know it i started to will myself not to pass out,
my body continued shaking violently
luckily i had some benzodiazepines with me but my shaking hands couldnt even blister them out,i was afraid that before taking any benzos i wud pass out and if i went into status epilepticus (constant repeated seizures) i would die because thats fatal if not treated.
i quickly popped two dormicums two klonopin and two lexotanil with water in a container on the bathroom floor!
all this time i kept one hand on the floor to keep myself straight,because removing it made me tip sideways,my head was still 'bobbing' like crazy the floor was wet but i lied down in coma posture so i wouldnt sustain any injuries,willing myself not to pass out
lied there for ten minutes just willing saying repeated dont pass out and breathing deeply,then the benzodiazepines absorbed and graduallly the shaking and dizziiness went away,i got up and and i was okay within minutes..
people told me tramadol built up in the system and caused seizures,but i thought it has never happened to me,why should it,stupid person.it was the absolute worst moment of my life.
the only reason i believe i didnt have a full blown grand mal was because the previous night i hadnt been able to fall asleep and took two klonopins just so i could sleep a little.when i did tramadol,i was very slightly hung over on them.thank god i hadnt been able to sleep.
DO YOU THINK I WAS JUST 'SCARED' BECAUSE OF THE HIGHER DOSE OR WAS THIS SOME KIND OF A SEIZURE? PEOPLE SAY TRAMADOL CAUSES GRAND MAL SEIZURES ONLY BUT I DIDNT PASS OUT AND REMEMBER EVERYTHING.
this is how i felt,these had never happened before!!
within seconds
my head started to shake
there was a pressure around my head like a band and i feared i was going to have a seizure,a grand mal one and since the bathroon wud be locked no one wud find me until i was dead!
my heart started racing at almost 140 beats per minute and my chest got incredibly hot!
my whole body started shaking violently (every muscle in my body)
i realized i wud soon pass out or hit my head against something (that is how most epileptic fits end in death) or scream and my family wud find out i did drugs (im staying with my family just now)
i quickly tried to get up from the the toilet lidd,there was no power in my legs and i fell on the bathroom floor,with EVERYTHING moving about,the walls,the paint
i was so scared that i wud pass out so soon and wudnt even know it i started to will myself not to pass out,
my body continued shaking violently
luckily i had some benzodiazepines with me but my shaking hands couldnt even blister them out,i was afraid that before taking any benzos i wud pass out and if i went into status epilepticus (constant repeated seizures) i would die because thats fatal if not treated.
i quickly popped two dormicums two klonopin and two lexotanil with water in a container on the bathroom floor!
all this time i kept one hand on the floor to keep myself straight,because removing it made me tip sideways,my head was still 'bobbing' like crazy the floor was wet but i lied down in coma posture so i wouldnt sustain any injuries,willing myself not to pass out
lied there for ten minutes just willing saying repeated dont pass out and breathing deeply,then the benzodiazepines absorbed and graduallly the shaking and dizziiness went away,i got up and and i was okay within minutes..
people told me tramadol built up in the system and caused seizures,but i thought it has never happened to me,why should it,stupid person.it was the absolute worst moment of my life.
the only reason i believe i didnt have a full blown grand mal was because the previous night i hadnt been able to fall asleep and took two klonopins just so i could sleep a little.when i did tramadol,i was very slightly hung over on them.thank god i hadnt been able to sleep.
DO YOU THINK I WAS JUST 'SCARED' BECAUSE OF THE HIGHER DOSE OR WAS THIS SOME KIND OF A SEIZURE? PEOPLE SAY TRAMADOL CAUSES GRAND MAL SEIZURES ONLY BUT I DIDNT PASS OUT AND REMEMBER EVERYTHING.

) do that in a right state of mind. The soreness is definitely a good indicator.