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Okay, so background info: my boyfriend of 2 years dumped me for a friend of mine about two months ago. I reacted extremely badly, got horribly depressed, started taking even more drugs and eventually tried to kill myself (though other reasons were involved). I'm starting to feel much better about it now, but I'm still finding the transition from huge intimacy with someone to *NOTHING* a bit hard to deal with. Which is why my hormones have started going all over the place and I'm desperately in need of a guy's affection
I've kept that under control until a few days ago when I realized I have a crush on my osteopath: he's about 32-33 years old, I'm 18, but he's incredibly hot, nice, sweet, makes me feel good about myself (he's somewhat my therapist too) ...oh and I see him once a week during which he has his hands all over me because he's been fixing this back/neck problem I have. HELP! It's really awkward for me. I don't really know what to do. I need to make this crush disappear. Do any of you know a way to do that? Advice would be very much appreciated haha
I've kept that under control until a few days ago when I realized I have a crush on my osteopath: he's about 32-33 years old, I'm 18, but he's incredibly hot, nice, sweet, makes me feel good about myself (he's somewhat my therapist too) ...oh and I see him once a week during which he has his hands all over me because he's been fixing this back/neck problem I have. HELP! It's really awkward for me. I don't really know what to do. I need to make this crush disappear. Do any of you know a way to do that? Advice would be very much appreciated haha
