So I got home from work at 5:30 yesterday and started taking meth as soon as I got in. When it kicked, I went on porn pretty much right away, and began tugging away.
Hours of continuous jerking went by, interrupted only by going to fill up my bottle of water, to smoke, and to redose.
At around 4 am the next day, thinking the session to be over, I went to take a shower because I was drenched in sweat, but as soon as I had dried myself I was back on the computer.
According to my internet history, the last visited porn website was at around 9:30 pm today.
Do the math - that's at the very least 25 hours of pretty much non-stop masturbation (after cumming, I waited probably around 10 minutes before going again).
Now I'm not here to show off, because this is some dumb shit, but to share what I'm experiencing right now: I'm having prevalent pornographic hallucinations. I have trouble identifying objects, everything looks like people having sex, e.g. I looked at the bed and thought there were two people fucking there, turned out it was just my bed covers. Physically, as you can imagine, my penis is totally fucked, if I wasn't so embarrassed I'd probably go to a doctor about it, I think there's some sort of blister on it and it's generally red and sore all over. My leg muscles and forearms are cramping, my right hand has little grip strength left, I have trouble walking properly.
Now masturbation on meth feels good, I'm not discouraging anyone here, but try to limit yourself if you're going to do it, no matter how horny you are. Also I ended up watching some pretty nasty stuff as my tolerance for vanilla porn got high.
Hours of continuous jerking went by, interrupted only by going to fill up my bottle of water, to smoke, and to redose.
At around 4 am the next day, thinking the session to be over, I went to take a shower because I was drenched in sweat, but as soon as I had dried myself I was back on the computer.
According to my internet history, the last visited porn website was at around 9:30 pm today.
Do the math - that's at the very least 25 hours of pretty much non-stop masturbation (after cumming, I waited probably around 10 minutes before going again).
Now I'm not here to show off, because this is some dumb shit, but to share what I'm experiencing right now: I'm having prevalent pornographic hallucinations. I have trouble identifying objects, everything looks like people having sex, e.g. I looked at the bed and thought there were two people fucking there, turned out it was just my bed covers. Physically, as you can imagine, my penis is totally fucked, if I wasn't so embarrassed I'd probably go to a doctor about it, I think there's some sort of blister on it and it's generally red and sore all over. My leg muscles and forearms are cramping, my right hand has little grip strength left, I have trouble walking properly.
Now masturbation on meth feels good, I'm not discouraging anyone here, but try to limit yourself if you're going to do it, no matter how horny you are. Also I ended up watching some pretty nasty stuff as my tolerance for vanilla porn got high.
