Zeronowhere570
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- Aug 5, 2017
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Hello everyone. I'm new here. I've been using opiate painkillers for awhile now, recreationally.. Usually oxycodone and hydrocodone specifically. I can sometimes acquire 40mg OxyContin tabs, and will use them.
Yesterday, after not having OxyContin in awhile, I orally took a 40mg tab at work, and another about and hour and a half later. Left work at shift end feeling at my 'upper limit' for being there, they started hitting me like a ton of bricks.
I had not eaten lunch yesterday. I did some running around, came home to meet my girlfriend, showered. I had drank a single 24oz of regular beer. We ate, watched a movie and headed to bed. I was in & out of a nod the whole movie, I can only recollect a few scenes.
6:00am came, my girlfriend was waking up, and she flicked on the bedroom light to get ready, and seen me laying there. She said id looked pale grey, and thought I was dead because she couldn't see any respiratory action. She ripped the blanket off of me, jumped on top and shook me yelling me name until I came to.
Knowing what I ingested, I finally got up, walked around to collect myself. I had joked about it to calm her, as she had no idea of what I'd used, and she still doesn't. All day I've been scared and I keep wondering what would have been if she didn't wake me at the time she'd noticed.
What would happen? I feel as though I would have left this earth and it's given me the chills all day.
Yesterday, after not having OxyContin in awhile, I orally took a 40mg tab at work, and another about and hour and a half later. Left work at shift end feeling at my 'upper limit' for being there, they started hitting me like a ton of bricks.
I had not eaten lunch yesterday. I did some running around, came home to meet my girlfriend, showered. I had drank a single 24oz of regular beer. We ate, watched a movie and headed to bed. I was in & out of a nod the whole movie, I can only recollect a few scenes.
6:00am came, my girlfriend was waking up, and she flicked on the bedroom light to get ready, and seen me laying there. She said id looked pale grey, and thought I was dead because she couldn't see any respiratory action. She ripped the blanket off of me, jumped on top and shook me yelling me name until I came to.
Knowing what I ingested, I finally got up, walked around to collect myself. I had joked about it to calm her, as she had no idea of what I'd used, and she still doesn't. All day I've been scared and I keep wondering what would have been if she didn't wake me at the time she'd noticed.
What would happen? I feel as though I would have left this earth and it's given me the chills all day.

