Ok so I started getting panic attacks again as I try to only use on the weekends. The pipe that I have is too thing, so the dope just rides up along the sides of the bowl. So as I go for a re dose I am already starting to breath heavy, which is an early tell tale sign that I am doing too much. So as I just loaded a new bowl and Its producing very little vapor cause it's going all over the place and as I'm trying to pull. I pull too hard and fast. So I'm taking in all this air into my body.
My right side feels very heavy, bloated, nice stiff, back starts to go stiff. I stand up, immediately weak, light headed signs of POTS but I don't get it unless I use meth. It's hard to walk properly when I first stand up. I began to drink 1.5L of water with electrolytes in it. My lips are starting to turn white, my breaths are short, and fast. So now I'm experiencing deja vu from my past panic attacks. I was 8 months clean and then started using every other weekend. Now my stomach is really bloated and im trying to lay down on my bed on my back and I have two pillows behind my head. So I try to take my mind off everything and watch porn. Now, the last time I smoked was probably about 2 hours ago. I wasn't high, just uncomfortable with my chest being full of air, im burping every now and then and it feels good.
Now Im watching porn and get down to business so I remove one pillow so im left with one, and I got my head up against it so Im on an angle a bit. I feel a wave of air trying to come up my chest and up my throat but all of a sudden it stops at the bottom of my throat. The feeling that came next I would describe it as a punch to the throat, then a total head to toe body zap. Right away I shot up out of bed and immedieatly started hyperventilating the worst I ever have before. It felt like my heart just got a dose of adrenaline because it never beated so hard & so fast ever before. I ran into my roommates room, waking him up. I could barley stand, I was jolting from left to right, I couldn't move. Then I forcefully made my self focus on my breathing and it finally came down. ( I was still breathing short, fast breaths afterwards)
The lightheadedness from standing after using, from both my legs being swollen, ankles, sweating profusely my feet and hands. I whacked off hours later and I could barley leave the bed because I was so weak and felt like I was gonna pass out after I finished. I just ate a small shard not long ago, and I feel the rush but its a lot more calmer then what I went through last night.
Has anyone here suffered from these types of experiences?
My right side feels very heavy, bloated, nice stiff, back starts to go stiff. I stand up, immediately weak, light headed signs of POTS but I don't get it unless I use meth. It's hard to walk properly when I first stand up. I began to drink 1.5L of water with electrolytes in it. My lips are starting to turn white, my breaths are short, and fast. So now I'm experiencing deja vu from my past panic attacks. I was 8 months clean and then started using every other weekend. Now my stomach is really bloated and im trying to lay down on my bed on my back and I have two pillows behind my head. So I try to take my mind off everything and watch porn. Now, the last time I smoked was probably about 2 hours ago. I wasn't high, just uncomfortable with my chest being full of air, im burping every now and then and it feels good.
Now Im watching porn and get down to business so I remove one pillow so im left with one, and I got my head up against it so Im on an angle a bit. I feel a wave of air trying to come up my chest and up my throat but all of a sudden it stops at the bottom of my throat. The feeling that came next I would describe it as a punch to the throat, then a total head to toe body zap. Right away I shot up out of bed and immedieatly started hyperventilating the worst I ever have before. It felt like my heart just got a dose of adrenaline because it never beated so hard & so fast ever before. I ran into my roommates room, waking him up. I could barley stand, I was jolting from left to right, I couldn't move. Then I forcefully made my self focus on my breathing and it finally came down. ( I was still breathing short, fast breaths afterwards)
The lightheadedness from standing after using, from both my legs being swollen, ankles, sweating profusely my feet and hands. I whacked off hours later and I could barley leave the bed because I was so weak and felt like I was gonna pass out after I finished. I just ate a small shard not long ago, and I feel the rush but its a lot more calmer then what I went through last night.
Has anyone here suffered from these types of experiences?
