Yes. My happiness has been removed. It will take years to regain a will or motive. Until then, I sleep. I stumble around. I sleep. I wash things. I sleep. I don't remember what I did before I found my medicine. For now ill sleep. Ill wash thing. Ill sleep. Ill drive. Ill buy things. Ill cook small things. Ill sleep. Ill wash things. Ill stare blankly at the sky. Ill smoke and taste dryness. Ill sleep