Fatjosh
Bluelighter
Whats up everyone, I was 9 months sober off a 4 year addiction to oxy. About a month ago I hurt my back and took some norcos and it has lead to dosing norcos or oxy every couple days I know im on a slippery slope and I keep telling myself it has to stop. Im still going 2-3 days between dosing so I think im not in for real physical symptoms as all my previous withdrawls started around the 24 hour mark before so hopefully I have dodged that. I guess my question is if u guys really feel like relapse is part of recovery as I have heard from some people? What r your thoughts on this. I have to stop this before I end up back in full blown addiction, I just cant believe I have put myself back in this position and I feel like shit cause I have a beautiful fiance who doesnt deserve to have to deal with my addiction. I guess I also just need some words of encouragement, thanks in advance guys.