One of my closest friends oded on heroin about a week ago. It has been a really hard week for me and I am trying to get some feedback/advice on a few questions. I am just going to tell the whole story.
So my buddy and I had been in jail for about a month and got out a day after eachother. He didn't have a place to stay so I let him crash on my couch. We partied all weekend, had a great time until Sunday comes around. Friday I pick him up and that's the day I tell him it was cool he stayed on the couch till he could get on his feet again. We both did a little bit of dope on Friday but not much at all because our tolerances were so low.... literally between the two of us we might have done a bundle. Saturday morning comes around and he goes to work. Didn't have to do any dope Saturday morning and it was a great feeling..... I take him to work and pick him up around like five. We went and got like 3 more bags a piece (these are just little stamped wax bags nothing great) That night we go out to the bar and come back to the house and do some coke. We stay up till like 330 because he has to goto work at 9. I woke him up and we get in the car. He asks me to take him to get some dope from one of his guys. I take him to this known drug hotel in the city in live in. He calls his dude and meets him. Well when he gets in the car he shows it to me and it was like a dark purple almost black but not tar. I'm guessing it was like a .2. I hadn't brought any cash with me otherwise I probably would've got some too. Alright... so I ask him if he's done the dope since he got home and he says No. I tell him to not do it all since our tolerances were so low and even asked him to give me half. he didn't want to give any up or save any for later.... we start driving towards his job. Which is his dad's business btw. We get like 5 mins from the shop and he pushes the shot. He says to me damn dude that was some pretty good shit. So we are about to pull up at his job and he's nodding so I drive down the next street just to make sure he's going to be good to walk in and work. He was talking and saying yes take me to the shop...I'm good. So I pull up at his dad's shop and kinda pull on the other side from where the office is. I keep asking him if he's good would he be able to go in and be straight faced. He was like yes bro I'm good im good. He grabs his little medicine bag that he had all his works and stuff in and gets out of the car. He walks over to the office door opens it then walks straight back out and sits down on this trailers hitch. So in my mind I'm thinking he's just high and is shaking it off. I drove back up to him to see if he wanted to just go back to the house. He says nah man I'm good I promise I'll call you when I'm getting off. So I leave and head home. That was the last time I saw one of my best friends alive. I start calling him at like 445 to see what's going on and he wasn't picking up.....I text and call finally I assume he's just hanging out somewhere else. About 1245 that night I get a call from a friend saying that my buddy was dead. I didn't know what to do. It's has been weighing really heavy on me since I found out. I have had several people od on me before and it's usually right then and there they go out. So the detectives come by like two days after him passing wanting to know what went on so the family could have closure. I had nothing to hide and went with them and told them about the awesome weekend we had together. I didn't think that I shouldn't tell them what was going on the last few days of his life. I wouldn't want someone to not tell my family what I was up to if I were to pass away. Well the reason I'm making this post is because I need some feedback from someone about what they think is going to happen Now. Like after in went and talked to the cops they came the next day and asked for my phone so they could download it to their computer. I right then got the funny feeling something wrong was going on. I told them no they couldn't get my phone because why would they need it. During the "interview" I asked them did they have his phone because they wanted to know where he got the dope from, I told them I'd imagine it was one of the last people that he called. Well when they came to try to get my phone they said they didn't have his phone anymore. Alright so my questions are do you think these POS cops are going to like try to charge me with my buddy dying?!?!? Has anyone ever had someone od like 15 mins after doing a shot? I know that they can charge people with like murder if you are the one who sold the person the dope but what in the world would they charge me with? There is a church across the street from his job and the cops said they saw him sitting on that trailer hitch before they went into church then they were the ones to find him after they got out of church a hour later. Alot of shit is weird about this whole situation because I know someone was there for him to open the office door. His dad was always a real dick to him and hated that he got high. Today his dad went and put no contact orders out on me for his self and my buddy's sisters. He lied on them saying I met up with one of his sisters and told her to come back to my place to get my buddy's clothes and things. It clearly didn't happen like that and I have the messages where his sister asked me if she could come get the stuff and we never met anywhere. She came over with her boyfriend and got everything. He also said that i was a suspect in the death in the restraining orders...how can I be a suspect if I'm a junkie too and I just took my buddy to score......My girlfriend and I went to the funeral and his sisters were hugging me telling me not to beat myself up because I really flipping have been. His dad on the way out the door said something to my girlfriend like I left him there to od.... like I've said I've had people od in front of me before and if I thought one of my closest friends was ODing I wouldn't have left that day...... I just thought he was high since he was talking and walking around. Can anybody tell me anything? Has anyone been in a situation like this or know someone who has? Please help me out and give me some guidance on what I should do....my lawyer said th normal stuff. Just don't talk to the cops anymore and if they come charge me with something ask for him to be present now. This is a real life changing experience for me and I don't know where else to turn or what to do with my emotions....
So my buddy and I had been in jail for about a month and got out a day after eachother. He didn't have a place to stay so I let him crash on my couch. We partied all weekend, had a great time until Sunday comes around. Friday I pick him up and that's the day I tell him it was cool he stayed on the couch till he could get on his feet again. We both did a little bit of dope on Friday but not much at all because our tolerances were so low.... literally between the two of us we might have done a bundle. Saturday morning comes around and he goes to work. Didn't have to do any dope Saturday morning and it was a great feeling..... I take him to work and pick him up around like five. We went and got like 3 more bags a piece (these are just little stamped wax bags nothing great) That night we go out to the bar and come back to the house and do some coke. We stay up till like 330 because he has to goto work at 9. I woke him up and we get in the car. He asks me to take him to get some dope from one of his guys. I take him to this known drug hotel in the city in live in. He calls his dude and meets him. Well when he gets in the car he shows it to me and it was like a dark purple almost black but not tar. I'm guessing it was like a .2. I hadn't brought any cash with me otherwise I probably would've got some too. Alright... so I ask him if he's done the dope since he got home and he says No. I tell him to not do it all since our tolerances were so low and even asked him to give me half. he didn't want to give any up or save any for later.... we start driving towards his job. Which is his dad's business btw. We get like 5 mins from the shop and he pushes the shot. He says to me damn dude that was some pretty good shit. So we are about to pull up at his job and he's nodding so I drive down the next street just to make sure he's going to be good to walk in and work. He was talking and saying yes take me to the shop...I'm good. So I pull up at his dad's shop and kinda pull on the other side from where the office is. I keep asking him if he's good would he be able to go in and be straight faced. He was like yes bro I'm good im good. He grabs his little medicine bag that he had all his works and stuff in and gets out of the car. He walks over to the office door opens it then walks straight back out and sits down on this trailers hitch. So in my mind I'm thinking he's just high and is shaking it off. I drove back up to him to see if he wanted to just go back to the house. He says nah man I'm good I promise I'll call you when I'm getting off. So I leave and head home. That was the last time I saw one of my best friends alive. I start calling him at like 445 to see what's going on and he wasn't picking up.....I text and call finally I assume he's just hanging out somewhere else. About 1245 that night I get a call from a friend saying that my buddy was dead. I didn't know what to do. It's has been weighing really heavy on me since I found out. I have had several people od on me before and it's usually right then and there they go out. So the detectives come by like two days after him passing wanting to know what went on so the family could have closure. I had nothing to hide and went with them and told them about the awesome weekend we had together. I didn't think that I shouldn't tell them what was going on the last few days of his life. I wouldn't want someone to not tell my family what I was up to if I were to pass away. Well the reason I'm making this post is because I need some feedback from someone about what they think is going to happen Now. Like after in went and talked to the cops they came the next day and asked for my phone so they could download it to their computer. I right then got the funny feeling something wrong was going on. I told them no they couldn't get my phone because why would they need it. During the "interview" I asked them did they have his phone because they wanted to know where he got the dope from, I told them I'd imagine it was one of the last people that he called. Well when they came to try to get my phone they said they didn't have his phone anymore. Alright so my questions are do you think these POS cops are going to like try to charge me with my buddy dying?!?!? Has anyone ever had someone od like 15 mins after doing a shot? I know that they can charge people with like murder if you are the one who sold the person the dope but what in the world would they charge me with? There is a church across the street from his job and the cops said they saw him sitting on that trailer hitch before they went into church then they were the ones to find him after they got out of church a hour later. Alot of shit is weird about this whole situation because I know someone was there for him to open the office door. His dad was always a real dick to him and hated that he got high. Today his dad went and put no contact orders out on me for his self and my buddy's sisters. He lied on them saying I met up with one of his sisters and told her to come back to my place to get my buddy's clothes and things. It clearly didn't happen like that and I have the messages where his sister asked me if she could come get the stuff and we never met anywhere. She came over with her boyfriend and got everything. He also said that i was a suspect in the death in the restraining orders...how can I be a suspect if I'm a junkie too and I just took my buddy to score......My girlfriend and I went to the funeral and his sisters were hugging me telling me not to beat myself up because I really flipping have been. His dad on the way out the door said something to my girlfriend like I left him there to od.... like I've said I've had people od in front of me before and if I thought one of my closest friends was ODing I wouldn't have left that day...... I just thought he was high since he was talking and walking around. Can anybody tell me anything? Has anyone been in a situation like this or know someone who has? Please help me out and give me some guidance on what I should do....my lawyer said th normal stuff. Just don't talk to the cops anymore and if they come charge me with something ask for him to be present now. This is a real life changing experience for me and I don't know where else to turn or what to do with my emotions....
