Look, I don't care if you do or don't but I lost all my friendships because of this shit. Now, I am stable and clean, and no one gives a rats ass. I'm happy though, old friends or no friends. Would be great to have em back, but I don't. Such is life. But, and this is a very big but, if the first thing you want to do after you get some cash is cop, tell your best friend that you are a lost cause for now and you will call her when you get better. A friend of mine, while still speaking, told me what I looked like, in graphic detail, when I was at my worst, you don't want to put anyone (your self included, but hey, your gonna do what you are gonna do) though that. Shit if I was you, after 48 hours I would go home and cry to mommy to keep me locked in a room for a month now. Throw my old phone away, and deal with it. You know how sometimes a girl is stuck with an abusive boyfriend but she just loves him so much? Girl you, abusive boyfriend heroin.
Do I feel for you? Nah. I wasted seven years almost on that shit. Oh and you know that there never is a "there yet" moment with this crap right? I mean there is, once you loose all your teeth, you get a disease, your standard procedure with heroin really. If you are waiting for that to happen, good luck buddy. So, like i said, do or don't I don't care, but someone obviously does.