speedballs_over
Bluelighter
In the interest of harm reduction I'm going to repeat something I wrote yesterday - just b/c this poster survived, do not think you will, learn from this guys experience. He may well have not been able to post today if he didn't respond to the loud pleas for him to seek help immediately. OP - I'm very glad you're home and on the way to some recovery, hopefully a full recovery.
Also, for those inclined to self-harm, this is a terrible way to poison yourself! Seek help, seek counsel, call someone, take a long walk and not focus on your troubles, focus on the outdoor environment around you, not inside you, lose yourself in a world outside your head while sober. Please don't turn to whatever's in the cabinet to try to get high. Another reason drugs should be legal for adults, worldwide!
OP - just curious did the high dose of pseudo affect you?
That was a concern as well, for me anyway, that scared me albeit not as much as the APAP. Glad you're home. Rest and I hope you can sort things out without substances. Maybe time to take a serious, long break from anything intoxicating. I imagine the medical personnel who helped you gave you some resources for alternatives to drugs as an outlet for whatever it is that brought you to the point of near self-destruction. If not there's a forum here to read and post to for kind advice, or just a place to vent and maybe meet folks who have been down the road you've found yourself on.
Look around BL we're more than just OD, in case you didn't know...
Best wishes.
Also, for those inclined to self-harm, this is a terrible way to poison yourself! Seek help, seek counsel, call someone, take a long walk and not focus on your troubles, focus on the outdoor environment around you, not inside you, lose yourself in a world outside your head while sober. Please don't turn to whatever's in the cabinet to try to get high. Another reason drugs should be legal for adults, worldwide!
OP - just curious did the high dose of pseudo affect you?
That was a concern as well, for me anyway, that scared me albeit not as much as the APAP. Glad you're home. Rest and I hope you can sort things out without substances. Maybe time to take a serious, long break from anything intoxicating. I imagine the medical personnel who helped you gave you some resources for alternatives to drugs as an outlet for whatever it is that brought you to the point of near self-destruction. If not there's a forum here to read and post to for kind advice, or just a place to vent and maybe meet folks who have been down the road you've found yourself on.
Look around BL we're more than just OD, in case you didn't know...
Best wishes.