First things first. this camera is fail. If you want to see any specific angle, please just request it and i'll take it immediately. Fuck there goes those cross eye words again... (ull know what that means a little later down...
Well... This just happened to me in the bathroom, hence why im butt naked...Please help, i do not know where else to turn............
My name is C for all intents and purposes... And tonight i did a speed ball, <snip>.
My legs almost collapsed onto me, and i started to hallucinate, and slide in and out of conciousness... I grabbed onto the nearest pole i could and held on for dear life cause i knew that if i sat down i would definately fall asleep... After what felt like an eternity but i assume was no more than 5 minutes, i could stand up. But i could not walk or see... And then my body temp skyrocketed <snip>... Then i noticed that my right bicep ( the one i injected into ) Was beginning to become harder then my left one... Nothing significant because i was at the gym today so i just assumed that it was residual muscle pump from lifting. Then i noticed a red rash starting to spread throughout my body. face, ass, peen, the whole 9 yards... I'll add pictures now... Alll that i have done is research cocaine od's cause i know i didnt od on one bag of huron... thats my DOC (drug of choice). <snip> I'm posting pictures now... Please dont flame. I'm not a complete retard when it comes to this. But i made a horrible mistake and i sincerely hope that i dont have to pay with my life.... Or limb...
Back to the main point...
My vision comes and goes... My heart rate increases and decreases quite often and i can feel it cause i get all twitchy. The rash has subsided slightly. and i'm outside in a tshirt i soaked in water, because its only like in the mid 30;s and surprisingly enough i'm still warm. My arm has hardened slightly, and that is causing an odd sort of pressure on my right arm. Theright bicep doesnt seem much bigger but i used a piece of string and measured, its approximately 1 inch bigger in over 90% of all areas. Yes i am a righty, but that has nothing to do with this, i've always had fairly equal body parts. I'm scared, and asking my parents for help is totally out of the question, unless it is my dead last resort, i'll walk the 25 miles before i ask for help. cuz they'll kick me out of school, take my car, and possibly throw me on the street...
And finally i appologize for the horiffic grammer, i'm in a hell of a rush because i need to talk to someone about this, my girlfriend is working and refuses to "waste a damn ciggarette break to talk to me in possibly the last time i hold my right hand with her right hand.
So please ANY AND ALL FEEDBACK IS EXTREMELY APPRECIATED! I'm alone, scared, and confused. PLease, i beseech you to help, or comment, or anything. (I did not post this to be horassed, i'll simply delete your post =P) IF i can do that lol... <snip>
The heat pack is seeming to work, but its making me feel my arm more, and it doesnt feel right, i feel like theres something in there that doesnt belong. Maybe its just gout... IDK but i gotta control my damn "white girl" hands and stop typing or else ill never be able to get any help at all!!!! i hope you can decipher the pictures, mabook pro cameras are pitiful.
My vision is slowly getting worse, i use one eye at a time or else ethe words slowly split across the page, kinda like if you were to cross your eyes.
So final paragrapy lol.
I have seen how well read you all are on this topic, that is why i trust you all (okay well not all, but a good majority.) and i trust you all because you are all in here for the best interest of otheres, and harm reduction dun dun dun!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well... This just happened to me in the bathroom, hence why im butt naked...Please help, i do not know where else to turn............
My name is C for all intents and purposes... And tonight i did a speed ball, <snip>.
My legs almost collapsed onto me, and i started to hallucinate, and slide in and out of conciousness... I grabbed onto the nearest pole i could and held on for dear life cause i knew that if i sat down i would definately fall asleep... After what felt like an eternity but i assume was no more than 5 minutes, i could stand up. But i could not walk or see... And then my body temp skyrocketed <snip>... Then i noticed that my right bicep ( the one i injected into ) Was beginning to become harder then my left one... Nothing significant because i was at the gym today so i just assumed that it was residual muscle pump from lifting. Then i noticed a red rash starting to spread throughout my body. face, ass, peen, the whole 9 yards... I'll add pictures now... Alll that i have done is research cocaine od's cause i know i didnt od on one bag of huron... thats my DOC (drug of choice). <snip> I'm posting pictures now... Please dont flame. I'm not a complete retard when it comes to this. But i made a horrible mistake and i sincerely hope that i dont have to pay with my life.... Or limb...
Back to the main point...
My vision comes and goes... My heart rate increases and decreases quite often and i can feel it cause i get all twitchy. The rash has subsided slightly. and i'm outside in a tshirt i soaked in water, because its only like in the mid 30;s and surprisingly enough i'm still warm. My arm has hardened slightly, and that is causing an odd sort of pressure on my right arm. Theright bicep doesnt seem much bigger but i used a piece of string and measured, its approximately 1 inch bigger in over 90% of all areas. Yes i am a righty, but that has nothing to do with this, i've always had fairly equal body parts. I'm scared, and asking my parents for help is totally out of the question, unless it is my dead last resort, i'll walk the 25 miles before i ask for help. cuz they'll kick me out of school, take my car, and possibly throw me on the street...
And finally i appologize for the horiffic grammer, i'm in a hell of a rush because i need to talk to someone about this, my girlfriend is working and refuses to "waste a damn ciggarette break to talk to me in possibly the last time i hold my right hand with her right hand.
So please ANY AND ALL FEEDBACK IS EXTREMELY APPRECIATED! I'm alone, scared, and confused. PLease, i beseech you to help, or comment, or anything. (I did not post this to be horassed, i'll simply delete your post =P) IF i can do that lol... <snip>
The heat pack is seeming to work, but its making me feel my arm more, and it doesnt feel right, i feel like theres something in there that doesnt belong. Maybe its just gout... IDK but i gotta control my damn "white girl" hands and stop typing or else ill never be able to get any help at all!!!! i hope you can decipher the pictures, mabook pro cameras are pitiful.
My vision is slowly getting worse, i use one eye at a time or else ethe words slowly split across the page, kinda like if you were to cross your eyes.
So final paragrapy lol.
I have seen how well read you all are on this topic, that is why i trust you all (okay well not all, but a good majority.) and i trust you all because you are all in here for the best interest of otheres, and harm reduction dun dun dun!!!!!!!!!!!!
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