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I just need to post Vs. wisdom, beauty, and baggage.. here hold this bag and ponder.

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Morning ya'll,

How are you all doing?
I'm off to do some voluntary work. It's only 2 hours once a month n I did this afee years back (2006 I think?) but it's something n it's a way for me to meet new people. I worked out last night. It's ironic that ten months ago I found this workout serious easy but now I've got serious DOMS which I love.
Think I'm going to start eating salmon again n amonds for omega3.
Its mad how people thousands on getting their hair sulky n shiny but when I did the high intense stuff my hair was soft n gleaming.

All of you who are feeling down you can do this, you can get better. We just have to find a way that sorks for us n run with it. I know for me that will be exercise. I will simply give up sub n all will be ok with the world once more. I'll forget about codeine n move on.

All the very best to all of you.
Evey xxx
 
Thank you, I am looking for a way to get on sub now because I don't have any insurance right now.

I wanted to give in some thoughts and words because I have heard individuals mention about the creation of the world around us and our direct place in the world as living people.

Life is not us. No matter how much frustration or things that cause frustration happen does not have any effect on life which is the creation around us. Life is separate from our bodies, but is one creation that causes all living things to be living through a spirit and is the spiritual equality of the world that everyone has been given, even the animals. The amount of days it takes to restore consciousness does not meet the number of days it took to create consciousness by far. My heartbeat pumps tears of happiness but regardless they are still because the water of love is the fuel our body needs to sustain on, the life which was crushed from rejection by the world of ego. This ego has been trained by the world and has so much power in the world because the world was created by itself. The existence of the subconscious is hidden to the conscious, we do not see it, we do not know it - but it is the truth and the true life. My point is that when you are thinking about running away we are not running away from anything in reality, so do not think about it in terms of running away, in reality there is no way to run or hide but it is reality which is hidden from us in the form of consciousness and unconsciousness.
 
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lol sometimes it's entertaining being schizophrenic i can't believe the conversations that those crazy ass people have i just wish it wasn't all about bringing me down to their level but it feels like they have more and more of a pull over my own thoughts day by day
 
We are no Island,
We each are entangled in our own rock band,
We all are entangled in a spider web of beautiful mess,
Never satisfied, always wanting more or less

None of us are really alone,
Even though, we hauk, cry n simply just moan,
Standing looking strong,
Happy times seem like they have gone,

Looking back, oh what a waste
As I entangle my soul into the sunset, Escaping to a perfect place,
Oh it's magic n upon me I love this spell,
That's carried away far away from the horrors of hell

Oh how many times do we make,
Mistake after mistake?
So much to simply regret,
As they rain down on, hammering me, never letting me forget

As the perfect tear,
Drops down, there's a reason we still allowed to here
Together we will all fight
The demon, like minI Davids we carry on, even when its at its height

26/10/26
 
OMG nsa I love the first pics and the sunset oh and also the wave!


You post some great pics btw.
 
woke up in panic/sweat but after i calmed myself things kinda feel into place i feel ok for the first time since my last run really should stay away from drugs but i can't handle all the problems i have w/o being medicated
 
^^^ Maybe therapy or talking with friends when your down. I know easier said than done. I wish you sobriety flowers truly i do, i hope to see you in a better place one day.<3

@NSA keep posting those lovely pictures!
 
therapists would just want me in a padded room and friends could give a shit less about my problems i am so alone with my demons the only people i can trust to keep my secrets a secret are my dad and g pa i wouldn't tell a friend or therapist half of what i would tell them i truly fear the world as it fears me or maybe i'm just a liar and none of what i say is true like i said hardly anyone should take what i say seriously

i'm lost within the depths of my mind and for every step forward i take two right back
 
if i murder you would i be worng to do it
you murdered my soul and i won't ever get through it
your hatred and spite courses through my viens like fluid
i'll see you in hell that's how i am, so stupid
 
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