beanpoophead
Bluelighter
Feeling like a fool
caught up in this fucked up world
where you and me could have been
everything you wanted me to be
i hope you can’t eat it when you see it
our favorite meal
our favorite restaurant
and all things we shared
the nights we danced til dawn
the ones you promised me
we would watch the sunrise
cos we saw the sunset
promises broken, all started then
except now it never ends
I’ll call you tomorrow sweets
bring you by what i bought
for your birthday, so happy you should be
the tears i cried
when you never arrived
stained my face
made pale turn into the darkest ale
sun kissed, without any sun at all
just tears, tear after tear, pouring
rain or shine, you said you’d be there
ready to take me home
held me so dear
so close, i could hear your heart beat
thump, thump, thump
it never missed a beat
unless you were star into the blue eyes
ya, those are the ones
the ones i tried to hide behind at the best of time
and at the worst of time
drew smiles from them
i hope you miss me now
all the ways i made you smile, knew all your bottons
i hope you feel me somehow
someday i hope you think and pray you’ll see me again
someday, you’ll smile and think of me
and wonder where i went, what happened
except i won’t let you
because without any words at all
you’ve told me to fuck off
so here i go away
say goodbye
wave as i walk away
turn around, just one more glimpse
to show you the tear droplets flowing
so you can see my heart
oh so broken
still beating, still beating so hard
still waiting and still wondering
if it ever meant a thing
its hard to believe im all alone
and now i know it
caught up in this fucked up world
where you and me could have been
everything you wanted me to be
i hope you can’t eat it when you see it
our favorite meal
our favorite restaurant
and all things we shared
the nights we danced til dawn
the ones you promised me
we would watch the sunrise
cos we saw the sunset
promises broken, all started then
except now it never ends
I’ll call you tomorrow sweets
bring you by what i bought
for your birthday, so happy you should be
the tears i cried
when you never arrived
stained my face
made pale turn into the darkest ale
sun kissed, without any sun at all
just tears, tear after tear, pouring
rain or shine, you said you’d be there
ready to take me home
held me so dear
so close, i could hear your heart beat
thump, thump, thump
it never missed a beat
unless you were star into the blue eyes
ya, those are the ones
the ones i tried to hide behind at the best of time
and at the worst of time
drew smiles from them
i hope you miss me now
all the ways i made you smile, knew all your bottons
i hope you feel me somehow
someday i hope you think and pray you’ll see me again
someday, you’ll smile and think of me
and wonder where i went, what happened
except i won’t let you
because without any words at all
you’ve told me to fuck off
so here i go away
say goodbye
wave as i walk away
turn around, just one more glimpse
to show you the tear droplets flowing
so you can see my heart
oh so broken
still beating, still beating so hard
still waiting and still wondering
if it ever meant a thing
its hard to believe im all alone
and now i know it
