I haven't been this frightened in my entire life

[Furnace]

The man on the phone was calm,
I was not.
He told me to come and see him at the first available time,
I said I could come first thing tomorrow morning.
He knew I knew what this was all about.
I am guilty of my crime.
Now I worry about my family, oh christ,
my dear family.
I've already put them through enough shit.
And now they may have to deal with this.
The weak hearts that love me,
may soon shatter in this disgust.
I'm worried.
I'm so scared.
I think I might just die.
please help me, God.
I'm so sorry.

 

[harraser]

Funrace dude I dont know what to say to this.... it realy does convey that youre scarred coz its written in the way that i think when Im scared shitless of something i know is coming....
dude i really hope things didnt/dont turn out as bad as you feared....
My aim is in my profile if you need to chat...
*hugs* ant