cometHacker2590
Greenlighter
I have struggled with a personal situation for some time now. it seemed like this was the plact to turn to for support, so i signed up. Hi to all.
I am 31 years old, have been a methamphetamine/amph user since the age of 16, and for the past several years i have been renting a room in what is known in the united states as a sober residence or sober house. it is meant for those early in recovery to provide cheap living in a safe space with others in similar situations. I moderate my use, and take care of myself. i do not look like a drug user. no one in my immediate life and surroundings know this about me, nor do they ever suspect me.
there are reasons for my living situation, but that is not important now. just understand that i insure none of the people who i live with are ever exposed to any thing that could be potentially disruptive to their own finding of success and bettering their live
one individual however...
each of the residences has an individual living there rent free who is in charge of administrative type chores such as purchasing commonly used supply's and storing items left by previous renters. they are supposed to also serve as an extra source of "more seasoned" knowledge and support to people who are fresh into the recovery scene. our in-house manager was recently replaced with someone from one of the other properties. i have come to discover that i have a lot of similar interests as this person, and we share several ideals and opinions that i would consider to be less common.
i very much suspect that he uses meth. its not outwardly apparent in any obvious way, but there are just to many correlational i have found with this persons life style and my own. i also suspect the likeliness that he feels the same way about me; especially at the point we have now gotten to. over the past several months it has gotten to the point where it seems as if both of us are trying to give off subtle hints that we are likemindedly undercover. my efforts are intentional and im almost positive not only about my assumptions that he gets high are accurate, but that he too is trying almost on a weekly basis now to covertly clue me in to this fact.
it seems like we are leaving each-other subtle, sometimes comically so, hints and messages back and forth and were basically ready to get high together... however there is no fucking possible way to actually indicate, or admit this to each other, especially being the he is supposed to serving as this higher authoritative function.
how do you ask/tell people about something, without ever mentioning the thing, or anything that is directly indicatives of that thing?
I am 31 years old, have been a methamphetamine/amph user since the age of 16, and for the past several years i have been renting a room in what is known in the united states as a sober residence or sober house. it is meant for those early in recovery to provide cheap living in a safe space with others in similar situations. I moderate my use, and take care of myself. i do not look like a drug user. no one in my immediate life and surroundings know this about me, nor do they ever suspect me.
there are reasons for my living situation, but that is not important now. just understand that i insure none of the people who i live with are ever exposed to any thing that could be potentially disruptive to their own finding of success and bettering their live
one individual however...
each of the residences has an individual living there rent free who is in charge of administrative type chores such as purchasing commonly used supply's and storing items left by previous renters. they are supposed to also serve as an extra source of "more seasoned" knowledge and support to people who are fresh into the recovery scene. our in-house manager was recently replaced with someone from one of the other properties. i have come to discover that i have a lot of similar interests as this person, and we share several ideals and opinions that i would consider to be less common.
i very much suspect that he uses meth. its not outwardly apparent in any obvious way, but there are just to many correlational i have found with this persons life style and my own. i also suspect the likeliness that he feels the same way about me; especially at the point we have now gotten to. over the past several months it has gotten to the point where it seems as if both of us are trying to give off subtle hints that we are likemindedly undercover. my efforts are intentional and im almost positive not only about my assumptions that he gets high are accurate, but that he too is trying almost on a weekly basis now to covertly clue me in to this fact.
it seems like we are leaving each-other subtle, sometimes comically so, hints and messages back and forth and were basically ready to get high together... however there is no fucking possible way to actually indicate, or admit this to each other, especially being the he is supposed to serving as this higher authoritative function.
how do you ask/tell people about something, without ever mentioning the thing, or anything that is directly indicatives of that thing?