thizzin' since 98
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so, im recovering from MDMA abuse, for about two months now, I have this one, very bothersome, very strange symptom, and it really hard to explain, but maybe one of you can relate or tell me whats going on..
so basically, what it feels like is random waves rushing from the back of my head, through my brain to the front, then it feels like my brain is on high sensitivity, my perception changes, and i often lose focus.
it sometimes feels like it stems from my ears, and goes out from there, very odd, i know this was a very vague description, but its almost impossible to put in words. its very bothersome, not painful in anyway, just a weird wave, sensitive sensation.
makes me feel light, not lightheaded, just light, if that makes sense. my brain feels like its firing off wrong :/
almost like a dizzy, shock feeling, sometimes it comes on when im eating and i crunch something really loud, its like it jars my brain and shocks it for like 15 minutes. thats just one example, usually its completely at random, like when i lay down to go to sleep. it really trips me out.
and the ringing in my ears, will sometime intensify.
so basically, what it feels like is random waves rushing from the back of my head, through my brain to the front, then it feels like my brain is on high sensitivity, my perception changes, and i often lose focus.
it sometimes feels like it stems from my ears, and goes out from there, very odd, i know this was a very vague description, but its almost impossible to put in words. its very bothersome, not painful in anyway, just a weird wave, sensitive sensation.
makes me feel light, not lightheaded, just light, if that makes sense. my brain feels like its firing off wrong :/
almost like a dizzy, shock feeling, sometimes it comes on when im eating and i crunch something really loud, its like it jars my brain and shocks it for like 15 minutes. thats just one example, usually its completely at random, like when i lay down to go to sleep. it really trips me out.
and the ringing in my ears, will sometime intensify.
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