No more meph: Saturday 6th November
That's a bit of a way off..... I didn't really choose the date -- it's the earliest that I could get time off work. I'm NOT going to work through this, not again.
Looking on the bright side:
Of course, I'm also immensly relieved that I don't have to stop TODAY, or in the near-near future. I can't deny that, but I reguse ot put it in the "bright side" list.
I suppose it could look as if I'm stalling. "I'll quit next week....month.....year......".
Isn't saying "I'm not stalling" a bit like saying "I'm not in denial?".
There's no intention of continuing though, definitely not.... if nothing else, believe my sincerity....
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
I said that to mugabe just now; he said "I don't believe in heaven or hell". Good answer
That's a bit of a way off..... I didn't really choose the date -- it's the earliest that I could get time off work. I'm NOT going to work through this, not again.
Looking on the bright side:
- This gives us plenty of time to get rid of all the meph.
- Time for reading about addiction, ways of kicking it, and ways of dealing with comedowns (it's basically a 10 day comedown!)
- Time to figure out coping strategies etc
Of course, I'm also immensly relieved that I don't have to stop TODAY, or in the near-near future. I can't deny that, but I reguse ot put it in the "bright side" list.
I suppose it could look as if I'm stalling. "I'll quit next week....month.....year......".
Isn't saying "I'm not stalling" a bit like saying "I'm not in denial?".
There's no intention of continuing though, definitely not.... if nothing else, believe my sincerity....
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
I said that to mugabe just now; he said "I don't believe in heaven or hell". Good answer
