lurching
Bluelighter
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- Aug 1, 2009
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So it seems that my past history and 'reputation' is going to take a lot of turning around. Dan is known for being sensible and not getting himself into difficulties with things, where as I'm not.So he doesnt get the type of responses that i do.
Please dont take this as me 'having a go' or anything, infact i greatly appreciated your concern in that you wouldnt like to see me get myself into problems with the G. :D I have learnt a lot from my mistakes though, have become much more sensible, and arent half as reckless as i might have seemed to be on occasions in the past. The death toll on here over the last 2 years has taken care of that.For instance im now always keeping a distance between usage of habit forming substances (not counting kratom and etiz) and never allowing the 'binges' to go on for too long any more. I want to be able to talk openly and honestly on here, but im going to be pushed into a corner that will make that more difficult if it just causes other people to worry etc when i do.
You keep writing that you have become so much more sensible, learnt so much from your mistakes. I don't believe it. Look at the GBL thread where you "took a chance" combining it with benzos just a few days ago.