Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Hiya ,
I am currently on 8 mg suboxone after codeine addiction.
I thought n kidded myself that I love it, even went on an anti-sub n said this but truth is I hate it.
It's changed me. I never used to sleep in the day but now I do. I feeel stiff n achy like an old woman. I'm tired all the time. I have this headache like my head is way tol heavy. Aching, back n hips all stiff. And nausea whicj is awful. I'm so done with feeling sick. I want me back. How I was. Active with natural endorphines pumping through me, excited for each day so I could get up at 5 am n do my INSANITY p90x workouts. Now i try exercising n i feel so heavy. Suboxone has done this to me.
When i first took this stuff I thought I was in a bubble protecting me from such intense emotions. But no more.
I don't recognise ME anymore.
Of to ser key work in half hour n going to ask to reduce to 6mg so please wish me luck!
Evey xxx
I am currently on 8 mg suboxone after codeine addiction.
I thought n kidded myself that I love it, even went on an anti-sub n said this but truth is I hate it.
It's changed me. I never used to sleep in the day but now I do. I feeel stiff n achy like an old woman. I'm tired all the time. I have this headache like my head is way tol heavy. Aching, back n hips all stiff. And nausea whicj is awful. I'm so done with feeling sick. I want me back. How I was. Active with natural endorphines pumping through me, excited for each day so I could get up at 5 am n do my INSANITY p90x workouts. Now i try exercising n i feel so heavy. Suboxone has done this to me.
When i first took this stuff I thought I was in a bubble protecting me from such intense emotions. But no more.
I don't recognise ME anymore.
Of to ser key work in half hour n going to ask to reduce to 6mg so please wish me luck!
Evey xxx