YumYumgoddess
Bluelighter
What good are you...
I look up only to see you laugh as you drop my heart...
This is all a game That I am not ready to play again.
A point where I had loved and understood...
Is now a memory...Holding on to the things I miss most was not an option.
So I gave in...I looked in his eyes...I saw something I had been hiding from.
My mind flooding with questions and emotions...I gave in.
Telling myself to stop for fear of breaking, My eyes found way to my heart...
Letting go of all I had fear, I lost myself in him.
Ready to move on in this game of emotions, I let him in.
Wondering if I was wrong in my choice...I put my fears behind me.
Looking to the stars and asking for hope...
That maybe I would get what I have given my whole life.
Afraid and confused...I had to know.
I wonder...I fear...I fall...
Feeling like I give to much, for what?
Give you me...give you the world...give you all I can.
Watch me fall...I want to reach up and grab the stars...I want them to feel my anger...I want them to fall...
But somewhere in me...I see love...
I give in.
Wonder fills my mind...
Hurt fills my heart...
I wanted an answer...
But now I am more lost than before...
What do I really want?
What will it take for you to see through me to my heart...
I fight for what I believe in...
I fall...
Tears of pain...yet tears of hope...
I give in...
Mabye you will see that... maybe there will be a day I look to the sky and see the stars,
And smile...Maybe there will be a day where you to will give in...
For now...My eyes wonder the sky for that perfect star.
I given in to you...
Jenny
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If We question reality...then maybe our existance is a dream...~
~ If your not in it for the music...Then get out~
AIM-YumYumGoddess
I look up only to see you laugh as you drop my heart...
This is all a game That I am not ready to play again.
A point where I had loved and understood...
Is now a memory...Holding on to the things I miss most was not an option.
So I gave in...I looked in his eyes...I saw something I had been hiding from.
My mind flooding with questions and emotions...I gave in.
Telling myself to stop for fear of breaking, My eyes found way to my heart...
Letting go of all I had fear, I lost myself in him.
Ready to move on in this game of emotions, I let him in.
Wondering if I was wrong in my choice...I put my fears behind me.
Looking to the stars and asking for hope...
That maybe I would get what I have given my whole life.
Afraid and confused...I had to know.
I wonder...I fear...I fall...
Feeling like I give to much, for what?
Give you me...give you the world...give you all I can.
Watch me fall...I want to reach up and grab the stars...I want them to feel my anger...I want them to fall...
But somewhere in me...I see love...
I give in.
Wonder fills my mind...
Hurt fills my heart...
I wanted an answer...
But now I am more lost than before...
What do I really want?
What will it take for you to see through me to my heart...
I fight for what I believe in...
I fall...
Tears of pain...yet tears of hope...
I give in...
Mabye you will see that... maybe there will be a day I look to the sky and see the stars,
And smile...Maybe there will be a day where you to will give in...
For now...My eyes wonder the sky for that perfect star.
I given in to you...
Jenny
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If We question reality...then maybe our existance is a dream...~
~ If your not in it for the music...Then get out~
AIM-YumYumGoddess
