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I get high by myself

sldnby

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I like getting high by myself most of the times. I don't like getting high around people that don't get high.
I am the only person I know right now who smokes coke/hard. That can be good but, it's also lonely. My friends do meth so they are okay to get high around but I guess it's not the same as getting high with someone. One friend smoked it with me a few times but the habit didn't last long with them, because they might be getting another job and drug tests and............... blah blah yadi yadi.
So, I'm back to getting high by myself. If I just get high then go on about my merry day or night, I'm fine. BUT, if I score a ball and I'm smoking for a day or 2, I get Lonely! I want a smoking partner. What do yall prefer?

To get high alone or with someone else?
 
Idk depends on who I'm with but I actually like doing some meth and chilling by myself in my room reading random stuff or drawing/writing
Mainly bc if I get high with people they think it's rude if I sit on my phone or draw and not talk the whole time. Well guess what I don't wanna talk I wanna do whatever I fucking feel like doing therefore I go it alone. Thought I do have 2 people in particular who I do like doin drugs with bc they just get it. Also the conversations they hold are interesting so I don't feel like I need to force myself to be involved. If ibhave to be somewhere I don't wanna be around people who make me uncomfortable it ruins the entire experience for me. So I definitely prefer most of the time to be alone and do my own thing.
 
I say get high by yourself.
It does get lonely but the peace of mind is priceless.
you save yourself from all type of people who seem "cool" but later their fiend and grimeyness come out and 11 out 10 times chances are they'll fuck you over somehow.
 
Well said Filthy. Yeah whatever floats your boat SID. Pointless trying to adapt for other people’s sake, just because you think etticate requires it. Enjoy your sessions how you want, when you want, and why you want!!
 
You live and learn @Shortec Stublue!!
I left the tranquility of room and went into the community and delt with all type of bs.
I'm back in my room lol fuck all that.
Any day in here by "myself" is better than anything a smoking partner can offer me.
Lol I'm new but this is way better than reading endless articles on google with no direction.
lol im in room 31 lol hmu
 
What is your DOC? If you don’t mind me asking?

Absolutely I agree, sometimes ya need support and sometimes you just need yourself .
 
Lol you mean their too much for you?
Downers kick my ass lol
Ive needed a shot of ice to bring me back or I'll knod out hard and sleep forever . Lol
 
Yeah can be, fine when younger, but now I am prone to anxiety more. Line of Coke and a line of Oxy sweet but can’t do amphet or even adderall types without tachy and discomfort lol.
 
When younger had no real experience with downers other than the odd benzo. It was all about amphetamines and Coke, or MDMA for clubbing.

But yes absolutely once I found Opioids I was home lol. Used to sort of take stims and drink like a maniac to counteract it. Now I probably love my Oxy as much as you love your uppers
 
I actually preferred to get high by myself. I used opiates/heroin for quite awhile and I just use and go relax. I typically used after work at 8:30am (I work 24 hours shifts) and then again at 8:30pm.

Id typically just lay in bed, go on the computer and just browse the internet and eventually fall asleep. It was my own slice of heaven for that time. Too bad I quit... :/
 
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