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I fucked up... a lot

I'm staying with my boyfriend right now because I got into a big fight with my parents and remembered why I DON'T live there... we're still talking and they're being supportive, it just doesn't work for me to live in their house.

I get along pretty well with his family and they're OK with me staying, but we haven't been together long enough that I think we're ready to live together... I'm worried staying here is going to screw up our relationship.

I'm just freaking out right now. I've been talking to the woman who ran the sober living and she said that she might take me back if I show her I am really serious about being sober... which I am, I don't even understand why the relapse happened, I haven't drank or used since Friday. And on top of all of this I'm worried that I might be pregnant...

Oh, and they found out because I was belligerently drunk and knew that I couldn't go back there without them knowing so I called and told her what happened and spent the night at my boyfriends.
 
Just do what you have to do to stay sober! I'm rootin' for ya. This is especially important if you think you may be pregnant...
 
I took a test and it read negative (for pregnancy). I'm going to take another one in a week to be sure, but at least I don't have that hanging over my head anymore.
 
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