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CymbalKid

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Do any of you guys ever feel guilty about using drugs? I usually feel guilty because everyone makes it seem like drug users are bad people. They all make it seem like drugs will lead to nothing except addiction and death. Obviously that isn't true. I'm not one to get addicted to anything. I personally think that drugs made me a much better person. So yeah i was just wondering if any of you ever feel guilty about using.
 
i try not to. it's clearly the result of being brainwashed by society so i don't get too hung up on it. Sometimes i think god i gotta get off this stuff but really, do i have to? what difference does it make, may as well enjoy my time. But i do get what you're saying, sometimes that thought just crosses my mind.
 
I only feel guilty if I neglecting my family or if the drug is physically harming and could cause my family to deal with my choices. Guilt is a powerful feeling.

If you use a chemical responsibly while taking care of your business then you shouldn't be made to feel guilty.

I use to beat my self up because I take opiates. I use them medically and don't take get stupid with it.

Guilt is the worst emotion in my opinion. Sometimes people feel guilty for no reason at all. I hate when that happens.
 
I was anti-drug (except for caffeine and alcohol) until my late 30's ... and then I discovered MDMA. Or rather, a close personal friend recommended trying "e-therapy".

Fast forward a few years and I've finally learned how to be happy and content. I actually know what it is like to feel safe and loved.

Guilt? Frak that.

As long as you aren't harming others and are being responsible, it's your life.
 
Ever felt guilty for consuming drugs, was when I used cocaine, a lot of cocaine, when I got used to become sad, because there was no such initial euphoria, that was the reason I leave it and I have 8 years without tasting the cocaine, similar I happened to ecstasy, ecstasy use now not alone with that feeling bad the next day, fortunately the world is full of beautiful and delicious recreational drugs, and no such drug consumption as before, but each time I use 2CB, grass or LSD I'm glad it does, the drugs really opened my mind to a world of things that had never known or experienced in this short of time we spend on planet earth or life whatever you call
 
I feel dirty sometimes when I use certain substances, such as, amphetamines or when I've been up too long on MDMA. As if what I'm doing is trashy and below the "standards" of civilized society. This usually happens when I start to comedown or go into a public place, with older people. I almost feel embarrassed.
 
I only feel guilty about my actions on drugs, not that I took them.
Well actually, I usually feel very guilty when I use until they are gone. That's really the only time I have any shame, and it's just because I want more for the next day. Silly drug fiends...
 
Never. Everytime I'm on something, I just sit back and go ahhhhh isn't this the way things should be all the time? But hey, that's just me. =D
 
I feel guilty when I do them at home and one of my brothers or parents are there without knowing and that's only when it's pretty obvious. If I do them out then never, unless I blew off family time.

I guess it's all just based on family, i don't care if my friends find out tbh.
 
Yeah, every single time since 6 months, I feel extremely guilty after using stimulants, thinking that I've let myself down again, that I keep on losing weight, that I will look pale, that I won't sleep, that my pupils are big. I would think to myself about how well the day could have went if I didn't use, but instead I sit here quietly, looking at the wall while coming down, feeling depressed, anxious and full of guilt.

I had bad experiences with addiction to stimulants, back when I was still injecting and pulling 4 day benders without even a sip of water. I can't deal with uppers as well as I used to anymore. Those panic attacks, delusions, anxieties really took it's toll on me.
 
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Just a tip, never say "i am not the one to get addited", first of all, how long have you been using drugs? 1 month means nothing, 1 year means nothing.. let's see after 5+ years of using
and 2nd, just because you tried 10 (an example) different hard drugs does NOT mean you won't get addicted to the 16th you try, it happens even when people try some "softer" drug after trying many "hard" because we're all different and I personally think that everyone on this planet has 1 drug that would make him addicted, its just some people simply never get to try it.

More on topic, feeling guilty because of doing drugs suck, I also had a period when I felt very guilty, I think most people did at some point but its important to try and get rid of those feelings. Its better to have clear mind whether you want to take them and not listen to other peoples opinions, even if they genuinely want to help you they rarely can in this matter. The high is much better if you accept what you're doing and why .)
 
ThatOn3Guy said:
I feel dirty sometimes when I use certain substances, such as, amphetamines or when I've been up too long on MDMA. As if what I'm doing is trashy and below the "standards" of civilized society. This usually happens when I start to comedown or go into a public place, with older people. I almost feel embarrassed.
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Yeah same. Being slightly stoned in public/ supermarkets sucks too. I sometimes feel really scummy on the comedown of mdma, going out in public I feel ashamed. But really, screw what other random people think. Yep I'm a drug user, but fuck at least I work, am in education and pay taxes.
 
Whosajiggawaaa said:
I feel like a low-down drug seeking junkie whenever I see a doctor to get an oxycodone script even though I need it for legitmate pain, it's bad.
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I felt the same way with my doctor each month. Even when I stepped down from oxys to hydro, the feeling that I'm being scrutinized sucked.
 
I agree with the societal brainwashing statement.

Drugs are the evilist evil of the evils lol; is what we've been spoon fed since we new what they were and even before that in some cases/instances.

It's YOUR body. You shouldn't feel guilty for putting something that u choose into it. As long as ur not neglecting or hurting anyone in the process you're doing nothing wrong. Again, its your body no one should be able to tell u what u can and cant do with/to it just cuz it causes ur brain to release endorphins and make u feel good lol. By that same logic jerking off and sex should be illegal lol.
So no, lol, u SHOULDN'T but eventually Ull realize (hopefully) that (as long as ur not hurting anybody, yourself included and using RESPONSIBLY) there's nothing TOO feel guilty aboot. So yes, long story short, I USED to (a tad) but then I realized "who's it hurting"? And then it passes/passed. Hope it does for u 2 lol xDD
 
I was going to say something about addiction aswel, with a lot of drugs it doesn't matter what kind of person you are you can become a addict ime. the drugs doesn't care what kind of person you are its in their nature to get you hooked or get you into the process of getting hooked. you also can become addicted to something without even really liking it ime.

I quit feeling guilty about using drugs pretty early on. Last time i felt guilty about using a drug i was tripping extremely hard on some mushrooms, my ego felt as if i was dieing and i was feeling guilty about being the reckless individual who died on mushrooms, making other mushroom and psychedelic/drug users look reckless as well.
 
I dont feel guilty about using drugs. Except perhaps tobacco, its just so dumb and im so hooked. I have no job due to incompatibility with spirit of commercialism. I might start caring about society if it starts caring about people. Also, its impossible to feel guilty during a good phenylethylamine trip xxx
 
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