I don't want to hurt you anymore

[crazynate:]]

wrote this in my sorrow for hurting my mom with my drug addiction...

Gripping tighter, tighter, and tighter,
I've been waiting for the pop.
It's strangling my insides, my every inner thoughts.
Remembering a memory of a somewhat sober life,
crippled and dangling, now putting up a fight.
Inside the dungeon of a raging coral mine,
my candle's growing fainter, barely putting out a shine.
Footsteps disappear into the wrath of the dark,
nothing left for the flower, no leaves, just bark...