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I don't need drugs to enjoy myself...or do I?

Ismene said:
Is there anyone who was originally not interested in drugs or even anti-drugs but then got into drugs in your dotage? Or have you all been drugged up since your teens?
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I don't need drugs to enjoy myself...or do I?

Your thread title and question are weird Iz, they don't correspond...

No I don't need drugs to enjoy myself. (don't you have sex? 8()

Yes, I've been drugged up since my teens and now heading into 30+++ years of " various" drug use has made me realise that drugs are amazing, damaging and v. useful for self medicating. Thank goodness for BL eh ;)
 
Sadie said:
Noice one K. Also, where the hell is your avatar? Gimmie some lookie loos of Koneko loveliness in avatar form!
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I'm between avatars atm ;)

Removing it was a bit of a BL boycott thing, but I need to get over that now and move on. You know me, never stationary 8) and I don't mean paper-clips :D




ps: especially since the resolution of that was met, in some ways anyhoo...
 
You think I don't know what stationary means :p

Blows raspberries

Raspberries I tells you!

Knowing you I expect something completely amazing once you settle upon one! <3
 
Sadie said:
You think I don't know what stationary means :p

Blows raspberries

Raspberries I tells you!

Knowing you I expect something completely amazing once you settle upon one! <3
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I know you do! but many of our lovely across the Atlantic lurkers may not :sus:



ps: especially after all that twee steam train chit chat lolz ha
 
Sadie said:
...Knowing you I expect something completely amazing once you settle upon one! <3
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Temporary avatar reinstated for the meantime...

Sadie said:
I'm American and knew what stationary meant before I swam across!
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I <3 it when you get all patriotic ;) Coming from a half Irish / him Swedish immigrant, we'll make a Scot of you n' him yet :p
 
Stationery is a thing of the past. I've had a paper free office since I bought a vaporizer, it's all electronic these days.
 
koneko said:
Your thread title and question are weird Iz, they don't correspond...

No I don't need drugs to enjoy myself. (don't you have sex? 8()
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Not much koneko no. I'm a bit of a loner. Even sex isn't that enjoyable tho - you're still sober. I could never call it comparable in fun to psychedelic euphoria. Shaking my arse up and down a bit before squirting a teaspoon full of muck :)

Yes, I've been drugged up since my teens and now heading into 30+++ years of " various" drug use

I think when I refer to "enjoying" myself I'm referring directly to the psychedelic euphoria where you're laughing uncontrollably and feel utterly fantastic. That's perhaps different to the feeling you get from using cannabis or coke or what have you.
 
Ismene said:
Not much koneko no. I'm a bit of a loner. Even sex isn't that enjoyable tho - you're still sober. I could never call it comparable in fun to psychedelic euphoria. Shaking my arse up and down a bit before squirting a teaspoon full of muck :)

Yes, I've been drugged up since my teens and now heading into 30+++ years of " various" drug use

I think when I refer to "enjoying" myself I'm referring directly to the psychedelic euphoria where you're laughing uncontrollably and feel utterly fantastic. That's perhaps different to the feeling you get from using cannabis or coke or what have you.
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I think, weirdly, sex is the only thing I now find more enjoyable when I'm sober, though attempts at sex on acid have been made which was awesome til it got too intense


good luck Don =D
 
I've only had sex once when tripping and, eventually, I did quite enjoy it. It would have maybe helped if they were tripping, too.

Also, thank you for your well-wishes, m'dear. I shall spare a thought for you in the unlikely event that I am successful. Try living with that, it could happen at any moment :D<3
 
Ismene said:
Not much koneko no. I'm a bit of a loner. Even sex isn't that enjoyable tho - you're still sober. I could never call it comparable in fun to psychedelic euphoria. Shaking my arse up and down a bit before squirting a teaspoon full of muck :)
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Bloody hell. You think that's what bloke sex is? It's no wonder so many straight cis men are so sexually frustrated, if that's representative of their idea of sex.

Every man, even if he intends to live and die as 100% male, should find himself a bisexual prostitute (or other willing teacher; but that was what my, or Simon's, ex happened to be) and learn to make love to a woman the way a woman would make love to a woman.

There is so much more to it than what I now refer to internally as "man sex". All the most fun sexual experiences I have had, have been non-penetrative in nature. Trust me, that is one aspect of having a cock that I am not going to miss.

And no -- "having sex" is not the strangest thing Simon was ever told he did like a girl. "Watching films like a girl" is apparently a thing. (I thought it was just following the plot and trying to understand the characters.)
 
Back on topic.
I sadly do feel that I need drugs to enjoy myself, in fact its not even that I need drugs to enjoy myself but it is more of a case that I need drugs to feel kinda normal for the day and like everyone else feels.
The main proponent for feeling this way is I would say heroin. When you have spent nearly 15 years of taking heroin several times a day every day it becomes very difficult indeed to recall what you used to enjoy before heroin came along.
I used to love socialising in the pub each weekend with my friends but as my habit took over I stopped going out and isolated myself from everyone as all I was wanting was heroin.
If I'd stuck to just ecstasy weed etc then I'm quite sure I could have had the best of both worlds. Still got to take drugs and still go out with friends. But heroin became a new big friend to me and I am not prepared to give it up just so I can maybe go out and meet new people.
I am happy in my pain free little bubble.
 
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