I don't know, just a rant i guess

[rollinginecstasy]

Days that run together
seconds turning into
years
Goals never accomplished
so called dreams turn into
fears

What a waste to struggle
without ever really
knowing
Who or what or why or how
or where my life is
going

This complicated puzzle
leaves me sick of fucking
trying
This complicated world
that leaves me sick of fucking
crying

Its love and lose then lose and find
then find and lose
repeat
Reassurance never found in
friends you never
meet

Exceptionality defined by
luck or paid for
friends
Its sit and wait impatiently
to see how all this
ends

Apathetic always towards
ambition found then
lost
Empathetic never
when it comes at such a
cost

 

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Cant really call it a rant when it seems quite thought out
I find myself wrestling with much the same topics, especially those in the last stanza. All the best!